girlzjustwant2vomit
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- Jan 16, 2026
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I just posted about this and for some reason nobody understands. They've got to be trolling, it's such a simple and basic concept.
My purpose is to kill myself . I don't even really want to, but it's what I have to do. I've been fantasizing about this for as long as I can remember. I used to scream "commit suicide" at recess in elementary school before I even knew what the word meant. Its fate.
It's such a boring purpose/fate tho. Like what the fuck was even the point in me living in the first place? What a waste of being born.
Anyway I want to have the dumbest death ever. Idk why lol. I mean if it's my purpose why not have fun with that? There's technically no rules, just that my life has to end in suicide when I'm at least young-ish.
God life is so unfair I wish that I could just be depressed and kill myself because of that but my mdd does not mdd like y'all's does lol.
My purpose is to kill myself . I don't even really want to, but it's what I have to do. I've been fantasizing about this for as long as I can remember. I used to scream "commit suicide" at recess in elementary school before I even knew what the word meant. Its fate.
It's such a boring purpose/fate tho. Like what the fuck was even the point in me living in the first place? What a waste of being born.
Anyway I want to have the dumbest death ever. Idk why lol. I mean if it's my purpose why not have fun with that? There's technically no rules, just that my life has to end in suicide when I'm at least young-ish.
God life is so unfair I wish that I could just be depressed and kill myself because of that but my mdd does not mdd like y'all's does lol.
