Venting Born in a shithole

[Jayxtri]

So I am from a third world country with no jobs and any other benefits. Depression is not understood by family or society. So I thought why keep living in this shit hole and ctb. I am a coward and can't jump off a height, drown or hang myself. So I thought taking N or SN would be my best option..and you know what our country doesn't allow any money to be sent to other countries, bitcoin is illegal and western union only receives money. Don't have amazon or ebay...nothing. Why is this happening to me, can't even die peacefully when I please. Hell is right here...in this shit hole of a country. Fuucckkk..

 

[GeorgeJL]

What country is this North Korea? LOL No but seriously which country?

 

[Jayxtri]

It's Nepal. Land of Mt. Everest and Buddha. Most of the people here go for employment to other country and send money here to the family. I couldn't because of my health issues. It's a beautiful country but the system is corrupt and the country is a mess.

 

[venom.52]

@Jayxtri i can relate to you very highly...sad state we all are in.

 

[whatever1111]

I'm in the EU, but still have similar problems...most sellers of SN are in the UK or US, and they
don't ship here where I live :/ my cheap SN arrived the other day, and it looks like shite,
I wouldnt kill a pig with it haha

 

[GeorgeJL]

It's Nepal. Land of Mt. Everest and Buddha. Most of the people here go for employment to other country and send money here to the family. I couldn't because of my health issues. It's a beautiful country but the system is corrupt and the country is a mess.

Sorry to hear that. If I were you I would try partial hanging then.

 

[Jayxtri]

I will try to get SN in the city. It might be available

 

[GeorgeJL]

I will try to get SN in the city. It might be available

SN would be even better. Can you get antiemetics?

 

[Jayxtri]

Antiemetics are easily available otc as far as I know.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Antiemetics are easily available otc as far as I know.

Well if you have all the supplies then you'll probably want to make sure that you have at least 8 hours for yourself but usually one is dead in about 30 minutes. If you get saved you might risk having brain damage since it takes away oxygen.

 

[asdfghjkl111]

Do you think that vets might have N in this country? It wouldn't be hard to get it if they have it and we have some money. Money can literally buy anything around here. More so than in other countries. I once asked a suicidal friend to look for it but the only vet medical store he went to didn't have it and the shopkeeper didn't know what pentobarbital was. My friend said he told the guy he needed the pento to euthanize his severely old and ill dog.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Do you think that vets might have N in this country? It wouldn't be hard to get it if they have it and we have some money. Money can literally buy anything around here. More so than in other countries. I once asked a suicidal friend to look for it but the only vet medical store he went to didn't have it and the shopkeeper didn't know what pentobarbital was. My friend said he told the guy he needed the pento to euthanize his severely old and ill dog.

Most all counties have N for euthanizing animals I think.

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

I can relate all the things you said. In addition, paypal is forbidden too.

 

[asdfghjkl111]

Most all counties have N for euthanizing animals I think.

Most? Did you intend to write "not" instead?

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Wouldn't tourniquet or night-night be convenient for you?
Hope it helps

 

[justabouttobedone]

I can relate all the things you said. In addition, paypal is forbidden too.

Are you a fellow kebab dude.

 

[Istanbulite]

at least you weren't born in Turkey