Body found in my neighborhood

[.twilight.girl.]

Today in my area, a body was found on a trail I frequent. Cause of death was by hanging.
I almost feel, jealous? And I feel sad for the man that was found. Has anyone else experienced this? Part of me wonders if I should even go on the trail anymore... I am a superstitious person anyways. This news made me feel so out of sorts and I cannot understand why exactly.
This time of year is so hard, I struggle with it as well. Please, take care of yourselves, be kind and I hope you find our peace in your journey's.