I think there isn't much blackmail material in my case. Though, I still have some real vulnerabilities and people try to take advantage of that even though people have to construe lies around them.
As a teenager I did a lot of bullshit online. Really stupid stuff. And I wanted to become a politician. I always knew with the infomation my friends had they could blackmail me. However, I am good at assessing who to trust when it comes to friendships. Sadly, I am not good at assessing who to trust when it comes to romantic relationships. My friends would never betray me.
I only had one short romantic relationship. It turned out she had borderline and ghosted me after a few months without telling me the reason. She also lied to me in this time period. At first she was genuine and she was really honest. I think in the back of mind she knew that she has a certain pattern with men though. Ghosting them in the most brutal way possible.
She sent me many nudes even though I didn't asked them for (at first) .She only sent pictures that could be viewed one time. Actually one could easily take pictures with a second phone. However, I never woud have done that. There was a time she asked me whether I am annoyed that they could be viewed only one time. And admitedly it was inconvinient for me. But I told her I don't send her any nudes from me. So there is absolutely no reason to send me permanent nudes if it makes her uncomfortable. I also asked her if she wanted nudes from me. And she told she would advice against that if it makes me uncomfortable. There are two things I ask myself whether she said that because beforehand I also was honest with her nudes. Secondly, she told me she showed dic pics of men (that molested her) to female friends when they had a drink together at a restaurant. I wonder whether I would have ended up there if I sent her photos of me. I wouldn't rule it out.
Actually, she sent me one permanent nude (which isn't that explicit). I also was puzzled why she did that. She told me this was an impulsive decision. She told me she doesn't like sending permanent nudes because men could do anything with them. And actually if I knew to that time point how she treats men this would have made a lot of sense. We also did some cyber sex together. I am pretty sure she didn't take screenshots but theoretically she could have done that and blackmailed me with that. I never deleted the permanent nude she sent me. She never asked me to delete it. And it is a good memory of my first relationship. And just in case (which is extremely unlikely) she could blackmail me with anything I would have that photo. Which I obviously never showed anyone and that I won't show anyone. In case I met someone new maybe it would be better to delete that photo. But I am not sure.
As a teenager I did a lot of bullshit online. Really stupid stuff. And I wanted to become a politician. I always knew with the infomation my friends had they could blackmail me. However, I am good at assessing who to trust when it comes to friendships. Sadly, I am not good at assessing who to trust when it comes to romantic relationships. My friends would never betray me.
I only had one short romantic relationship. It turned out she had borderline and ghosted me after a few months without telling me the reason. She also lied to me in this time period. At first she was genuine and she was really honest. I think in the back of mind she knew that she has a certain pattern with men though. Ghosting them in the most brutal way possible.
She sent me many nudes even though I didn't asked them for (at first) .She only sent pictures that could be viewed one time. Actually one could easily take pictures with a second phone. However, I never woud have done that. There was a time she asked me whether I am annoyed that they could be viewed only one time. And admitedly it was inconvinient for me. But I told her I don't send her any nudes from me. So there is absolutely no reason to send me permanent nudes if it makes her uncomfortable. I also asked her if she wanted nudes from me. And she told she would advice against that if it makes me uncomfortable. There are two things I ask myself whether she said that because beforehand I also was honest with her nudes. Secondly, she told me she showed dic pics of men (that molested her) to female friends when they had a drink together at a restaurant. I wonder whether I would have ended up there if I sent her photos of me. I wouldn't rule it out.
Actually, she sent me one permanent nude (which isn't that explicit). I also was puzzled why she did that. She told me this was an impulsive decision. She told me she doesn't like sending permanent nudes because men could do anything with them. And actually if I knew to that time point how she treats men this would have made a lot of sense. We also did some cyber sex together. I am pretty sure she didn't take screenshots but theoretically she could have done that and blackmailed me with that. I never deleted the permanent nude she sent me. She never asked me to delete it. And it is a good memory of my first relationship. And just in case (which is extremely unlikely) she could blackmail me with anything I would have that photo. Which I obviously never showed anyone and that I won't show anyone. In case I met someone new maybe it would be better to delete that photo. But I am not sure.
