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FakeSmileGuy
hate myself lol
- Apr 16, 2024
- 35
I'm not quite 21, so I can't buy a firearm in my state, however, I can buy a black powder pistol online because there's way less regulation around them. I'm not sure about their power or reliability, but they seem like they'll do the job. They're pretty expensive, but I've saved up enough for the revolver and a .45 conversion to make it shoot cartridges instead of the lead balls. This should make it more powerful. Idk why I'm posting this i guess I just want to tell someone about what I'm planning to do. Maybe I'll go through with it. I had a pretty good month, but my thoughts came back, they never really left. I still hate myself and I still want to do it. If I go through with the pistol, I'll update you guys.