Venting Binge eating so I don't impulsively just do SN

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I went from basically eating nothing but a light dinner to eating too much so I don't get the chance to impulsively drink my SN. I'm so mad at myself because I keep consuming so many things and I'm gaining weight, and I also want to die.

 

[Al_stargate]

The last couple of months food has been same with me. First lost about 5 kilos after event then gained about 10 because comfort eating. I'm starting to get chubby but if I'm gonna die soon, who cares.

 

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The last couple of months food has been same with me. First lost about 5 kilos after event then gained about 10 because comfort eating. I'm starting to get chubby but if I'm gonna die soon, who cares.

I wish food was comforting for me, for me it just became something to delay the inevitable of SN

 

[Al_stargate]

I wish food was comforting for me, for me it just became something to delay the inevitable of SN

Same, I'm tired of stuffing my face.

 

[Foresight]

Eating really does just shut off the mind.This has been me for months, years even. I ordered SN on Saturday and then I ordered take out and just shut my mind off.

 

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Eating really does just shut off the mind.This is been me for months, years even. I ordered SN on Saturday and then I ordered take out and just shut my mind off.

Nothing's worse than being that one step closer to death then your brain telling you that pizza's a good idea

 

[butterfly3]

I get you. Mid to late 2021 I'd barely eat anything in a day, which isn't great either, but since mid december I've been binging so much because of all the negative emotions. A few weeks back I binged on like 20 cookies and a bunch of chocolate because I was just feeling so suicidal. But I hate it because i've gained the weight that I've just lost and I'm still suicidal

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Just to play devil's advocate, I feel like pizza is always a good idea, but then this board is familiar with my chronic addiction. I am fully planning on suing Little Caesar's if I develop diabetes since neither willpower nor accountability is my forte.

We still think you're the greatest <3