betrayed

[1964dodge]

first I have been trying everything I can to live, that's one of the reasons i'm not here much.. I suffer severe chronic pain, severe copd, diabetes, depression, ptsd and some smaller issues. some things are a little better with a lot of hard work but I still don't have much of a quality of life. to make things worse I feel betrayed at another site that i'm active and popular, along with financial issues. if I commited suicide it would destroy my family. I think I found a peaceful method that would look like an accident. i'm wondering fight or peace

 

[Rachel74]

first I have been trying everything I can to live, that's one of the reasons i'm not here much.. I suffer severe chronic pain, severe copd, diabetes, depression, ptsd and some smaller issues. some things are a little better with a lot of hard work but I still don't have much of a quality of life. to make things worse I feel betrayed at another site that i'm active and popular, along with financial issues. if I commited suicide it would destroy my family. I think I found a peaceful method that would look like an accident. i'm wondering fight or peace

Only you can decide that but we are here whatever you decide. I always look at it like this and think well if I could change this would I feel better? Without bipolar I'd be amazing but I can't change that.
And don't stay around for other people, this is your life and your decision x