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baptist6

baptist6

Member
Mar 2, 2026
16
So recently i just tried to take myself, by overdoing on zoloft. This was before i discovered this forum. Getting the script was me genuinely looking for help, it took about 3 weeks for me to see a psychiatrist and he gave me the prescription, since then, life has gotten way wayyyyy wayy worse. Hence why I tried to end it then. Anyways, I have some SN but want some sort of benzo to help my anxiety not spike like crazy, and i want a script to get it fast and quick so i dont have to wait a week or 2 to get this shit. If theres any over the counter medication that i can take that can help my anxiety, I am 21 I am legally able to purchase any sort of alcohol, weed, etc. pls lmk. Also stuff for puking, what is some good over the counter stuff. Please please lmk.
 
aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

My Hachikō
Feb 14, 2026
273
Your SN was delivered safely? OTC medication is probably going to do very little honestly
 
baptist6

baptist6

Member
Mar 2, 2026
16
Your SN was delivered safely? OTC medication is probably going to do very little honestly
Yes, 😕 just want it all to end right now and i dont want to have to wait longer to try and get scripts for certain drugs. I also will only have enough SN for 3 glasses, so yeah. Idk…
 
aufrechtm7

aufrechtm7

My Hachikō
Feb 14, 2026
273
Yes, 😕 just want it all to end right now and i dont want to have to wait longer to try and get scripts for certain drugs. I also will only have enough SN for 3 glasses, so yeah. Idk…
Didn't you order it like 10 days ago, how did it arrive so quickly..? And how much did you order? Might be good to hold off for now and touch base with your psychiatrist honestly, getting another prescription shouldn't be hard.
 
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Eriktf

Elementalist
Jun 1, 2023
815
To get benzo you need to have anxiety or sleep problems at lest I get benzo way to easy because of that, do what you want with that information.

I also tryed zoloft years ago and tryed to od on them + some other meds of course that didn't work but I learned that ssri side effects include getting worse so my doctor switched them immediately after that attempt, I would recommend telling who ever prescribing you zoloft about getting worse since it could just be the wrong medicine for you.

If you just started on meds then do not ctb yet, lots happens with your brain chemistry the first weeks or so wait until you can think clearly before making decisions like that
 
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