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johnny

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What would be your top choice of song/music to listen to while ctb'ing?
 
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Tonight I Will Retire by Damien Jurado
(Getting it all planned :-)
 
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RyanSuicide

RyanSuicide

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Jan 7, 2019
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Slayer - postmortem is a good choice (if you're into that kind of thing) first lines are:

Funeral held for the depression of man
Holds the key to his own death
Entering a tomb of a corpse yet conceived
Tighten the tourniquet around your neck

Ends:

Turning off my sanity, reaching back into my mind
Non-rising body from the grave showing new reality
What I am, what I want, I'm only after death
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

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Dec 17, 2018
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It's a very specific sound - but Lil Peep! He is my favorite musician ever and I listen to his stuff every day - even as I'm writing this.

He combined elements of trap beats with emo-lyrics about drug abuse and broken hearts. He isn't afraid to talk about his battle with depression and thoughts of suicide.

I recommend you give his album 'Come Over When You're Sober Pt1' a try, it is phenomenal.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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Linkin Park - Shadow of the day
 
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JustAboutDone

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I hadn't thought of ghost of david for years until reading that just now.

Snap, I rediscovered it a few months back and it's been my "go to" recently
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
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I came across this song while looking for something else the other day and it found its way into my playlist.

 
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Dragon

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Dec 7, 2018
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I plan on dying to it :)
 
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Shananaginns

Shananaginns

BeautifullyBroken
Jan 11, 2019
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I'm feeling sorry for myself and throwing huge pity party for myself. All are invited BTW. The 2 songs I've cried to a lot lately are "sorry seems to be the hardest word" Elton John "I can't make you love me" Bonnie Raitt "Untitled" Simple Plan "Lovely" & "idontwannabeyouanymore" both by Billie Eilish. If you're into rap, there's a new guy i like named Tom Macdonald and the 2 songs that I most identify and cry to are "Dear God" & "Hard Way" and there's a group named Hollywood Undead and their song "black dahlia"; "my heroin" Silverstein; "creep" radiohead; "linger" the cranberries; "two ghosts" Harry Styles; "down" Jason Walker; "car underwater" Armor for Sleep; "breathe me" Sia;
 
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JustAboutDone

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Asleep by The Smiths
 
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JustAboutDone

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I came across this song while looking for something else the other day and it found its way into my playlist.



Thank you for this, I'm liking it a lot
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
alicks
 
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RyanSuicide

RyanSuicide

Student
Jan 7, 2019
117
Nirvana - MTV Unplugged in New York is also a great suicide soundtrack
 
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therhydler

therhydler

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Dec 7, 2018
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I'll probably have either Mr Tambourine Man by Bob Dylan or Lost on you by LP on. Maybe Nothings gonna hurt you baby by Cigarettes after sex. It was mine and my girlfriends song so it will tear my heart but this time I will imagine death singing it to me...
 
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LoNatural

LoNatural

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Sep 27, 2018
189


I'd love to die to this song tbh
 
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JustAboutDone

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What's the theme song to the Danish/Swedish tv series 'The Bridge'? I love that.
 
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AShadowInTime

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Dec 27, 2018
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Lou Reed - Perfect Day (I like the idea of my suicide being dipped in irony)

Just a perfect day,
Problems all left alone,
Weekenders on our own.
It's such fun.
Just a perfect day,
You made me forget myself.
I thought I was someone else,
Someone good.

As for the song, I adore it. I love the juxtaposition of happy lyrics and gloomy music, which I think is perfect considering the song is about Lou's heroin addiction. Interesting to note Lou's views on assisted suicide; when asked in an interview what he thought about it, he said, "People should be able to choose what they want for themselves. That's what I think about it."


Nick Drake - Things Behind the Sun

Very depressive song appearing on his final album before he killed himself. I like how pessimistic he sounds, but I still often feel inspired to live while listening to it.

Please beware of them that stare
They'll only smile to see you while
Your time away
And once you've seen what they have been
To win the earth just won't seem worth
Your night or your day

William Basinski - For David Robert Jones

Written as an eulogy to David Bowie, I've always thought this song does what Basinski does best: isolating a certain emotion into a composition quarter of an hour long. The song has always felt like the death of something massive, as if watching the fall of civilization, Earth or the sun before your own eyes.
 
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