Best pills to overdose on?

[Ladylethal]

My resources are limited since my last attempt....I was so close had I not been discovered. Any thing I could use to retry it has been put up etc. Weapons too. I've considered slitting my wrists but I'm a pussy and I know it doesn't usually work well. Was debating on buying pills but sigh idk. Yes I would be combining alcohol with whatever.

 

[Hhhh]

Codeine killed a lot of teenagers, including me at some point(almost!). Though if you survive youll suffer from stomach problems, i also lost half of my hair. Pills arent the best idea, you should think abt something else, like hanging maybe?

 

[Ladylethal]

But hanging isn't quick is it? I actually don't where I could do it etc. Hmm

Codeine killed a lot of teenagers, including me at some point(almost!). Though if you survive youll suffer from stomach problems, i also lost half of my hair. Pills arent the best idea, you should think abt something else, like hanging maybe?

I've thought about maybe hurting myself so I could get pain killers and overdose that way?

 

[Ramirez]

Hanging is like 20 secs before you loose conscioness takes around 20 minutes to die tho but u wont feel it. If you cant do it at home you could like go to a nearby forest or something.

 

[Hhhh]

But hanging isn't quick is it? I actually don't where I could do it etc. Hmm

I've thought about maybe hurting myself so I could get pain killers and overdose that way?

Hanging is pretty quick, and od'ing has a low mortality rate. You just need a few hours alone at home or somewhere else, you'll be unconscious in seconds if done right. Look up the hanging method thread on here.

 

[Meretlein]

Use sodium nitrite. It is relatively peaceful and cheap.

 

[Ladylethal]

Use sodium nitrite. It is relatively peaceful and cheap.

I'll have to research that

Hanging is like 20 secs before you loose conscioness takes around 20 minutes to die tho but u wont feel it. If you cant do it at home you could like go to a nearby forest or something.

I actually didn't know that I always thought it was the worse way to go thanks I'll consider it

Hanging is pretty quick, and od'ing has a low mortality rate. You just need a few hours alone at home or somewhere else, you'll be unconscious in seconds if done right. Look up the hanging method thread on here.

Didn't know that hmm I will look that up

 

[not_a_robot]

There are supposedly people dropping dead from opioids and fentanyl left and right but I won't be getting any because drug dealers give me the creeps. I'm jealous of them though. For them, it's as easy as falling down. I just can't engage with junkies though and my building is full of them. Annoys me knowing it's all over town but I can't get it.

 

[Ladylethal]

There are supposedly people dropping dead from opioids and fentanyl left and right but I won't be getting any because drug dealers give me the creeps. I'm jealous of them though. For them, it's as easy as falling down. I just can't engage with junkies though and my building is full of them. Annoys me knowing it's all over town but I can't get it.

Hmm I was thinking heroin but your idea is better. It's harder to find here though I believe.

 

[secondtimesthecharm]

There are supposedly people dropping dead from opioids and fentanyl left and right but I won't be getting any because drug dealers give me the creeps. I'm jealous of them though. For them, it's as easy as falling down. I just can't engage with junkies though and my building is full of them. Annoys me knowing it's all over town but I can't get it.

Oh man, I feel this so much. I spent about a year living in a major city, in a neighborhood with one of the highest drug use rates in the US. Dead and dying drug users everywhere. It's especially frustrating now, knowing how many junkies are dying on accident in the streets while I'm here desperately trying to make it happen, to no effect thus far.

 

[Ladylethal]

Use sodium nitrite. It is relatively peaceful and cheap.

Excuse me is there a forum about this? I'd love to know more thank you sorry I'm new

 

[Faraway1990]

Night night is my chosen way to CTB no drugs required but I'll admit I'm going to be drunk before I pull that ratchet strap but not enough to stop myself from successfuly going night night :)

 

[jake3d]

Hmm I was thinking heroin

Well, a lot of heroin is laced with fentanyl, that's why so many people are dying. It is a viable option though somewhat unreliable as you don't know what you'll be getting. And keeping a habit isn't cheap once you get a tolerance (also it gets harder to die from it).

There is also a megathread on SN here, you might wanna go thru it. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

On the last few pages you will find a few members that have recently left us using this method. It seems fairly reliable if done right, and is also my method of choice. I only need the anti-vomiting pills to arrive, have received everything else. Oh, and it's cheap and legal.

 

[Ladylethal]

Well, a lot of heroin is laced with fentanyl, that's why so many people are dying. It is a viable option though somewhat unreliable as you don't know what you'll be getting. And keeping a habit isn't cheap once you get a tolerance (also it gets harder to die from it).

There is also a megathread on SN here, you might wanna go thru it. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

On the last few pages you will find a few members that have recently left us using this method. It seems fairly reliable if done right, and is also my method of choice. I only need the anti-vomiting pills to arrive, have received everything else. Oh, and it's cheap and legal.

Thanks I'll read up on it

 

[Soul]

There's a sticky thread called List of Resources near the top of this forum. It has miles of informative links in it. Research well

 

[AsexualBarbieBoy]

Excuse me is there a forum about this? I'd love to know more thank you sorry I'm new

The Peaceful Pill eHandbook details everything you need to know about Sodium Nitrite. Searching this forum will also give you a few reports but I'd advise you to take them with a grain of salt.

 

[dandan]

Omg thank you this is perfect I'm excited

Yup, there's a solution to an imaginable problem called Life.... must of us live Hell, inside our head, in our mind.
Problems are inside our head (must of us)

Wish you end that suffering... I insist, instead of dying go abroad, experiment life elswhere, die in other place... just take N with you...
maybe I should give that advice myself when Im feeling like ctbing again.....

 

[jake3d]

Wish you end that suffering... I insist, instead of dying go abroad, experiment life elswhere, die in other place... just take N with you...
maybe I should give that advice myself when Im feeling like ctbing again.....

If i were properly functional i'd take her here. But sadly, i'm a broken piece of crap too.

 

[jrums]

I overdosed on fentanyl in 2017 and I felt nothing. Fucking medics hit me with Narcan but I wasn't trying to CTB anyway. At least not really. Now I have full PSSD from antidepressants and it's a nightmare. I'm a lobotomized and castrated zombie. I can get fentanyl but I don't want to deal with certain old "friends" to get it.
I received my Sodium Nitrite last week and am keeping it in my closet. I am awaiting Primperan. Already have benzos too although it takes massive amounts now because every single neurotransmitter in my brain is fucked up thanks to AD's.

 

[Ladylethal]

The Peaceful Pill eHandbook details everything you need to know about Sodium Nitrite. Searching this forum will also give you a few reports but I'd advise you to take them with a grain of salt.

Alright I'll look it up

 

[Shamana]

Is that you in the profile picture?

 

[Ladylethal]

I overdosed on fentanyl in 2017 and I felt nothing. Fucking medics hit me with Narcan but I wasn't trying to CTB anyway. At least not really. Now I have full PSSD from antidepressants and it's a nightmare. I'm a lobotomized and castrated zombie. I can get fentanyl but I don't want to deal with certain old "friends" to get it.
I received my Sodium Nitrite last week and am keeping it in my closet. I am awaiting Primperan. Already have benzos too although it takes massive amounts now because every single neurotransmitter in my brain is fucked up thanks to AD's.

Primperian? And will I need benzos because that'll be tricky for me

Is that you in the profile picture?

Sadly yes

 

[Shamana]

Primperian? And will I need benzos because that'll be tricky for me

Sadly yes

Oh c'mon you look gorgeus in that picture at least.

 

[Ladylethal]

Oh c'mon you look gorgeus in that picture at least.

Thanks but that's another reason I'm ready to CTB. Lol

 

[Shamana]

Thanks but that's another reason I'm ready to CTB. Lol

Another depth of meaning to femme fatale?

 

[pane]

Thanks but that's another reason I'm ready to CTB. Lol

Hello Ladylethal,

Would you be comfortable explaining why your attractiveness plays a role in wanting to commit suicide?

 

[Ladylethal]

Hello Ladylethal,

Would you be comfortable explaining why your attractiveness plays a role in wanting to commit suicide?

? Because I'm not. I've been ugly my entire life not to be mean but I don't wanna talk about it. Just makes me upset to think about how I look. Or maybe that's a good thing. I'm so excited to die. I won't have to be ugly anymore.

Hello Ladylethal,

Would you be comfortable explaining why your attractiveness plays a role in wanting to commit suicide?

I'm sorry if that's mean
I'm about to buy the SN I'm really excited about this. I really hope this works.

 

[jake3d]

It'll work if you follow the regimen. And no, benzos are not 100% needed for this method but they will help if you cam get them. I have, so i will use.

 

[dandan]

We have learned here that it does work.

 

[Soul]

Is that you in the profile picture?

Is that you in your new profile picture, @Shamana? You've changed.

(And yes that's me in mine.)