Method best method to avoid causing trauma to my family?

[savoytruffle]

hello,

what would be the absolute best method to cause as minimal trauma to my family as possible? i don't want my mother to find me hanging after losing my brother and dad, it'd ruin her. going in my sleep would be optimal, but i don't think i can order SN or N or any chemicals here without having the police knocking on the door, suicide is 1500s taboo here

 

[Graytaichi]

Im in the same situation asyou. Im afraid what ever death note u say will not help at all. Its selfish and i admit it. I just want to get out of this world.

 

[befree]

You shouldn´t do it at home where family members would find you. Depending on the method you choose it can take several hours before you die. So make sure it's a place where you won't be found quickly. And, of course, not every method is suitable for every place. Have you read the PPH or other books ?

 

[savoytruffle]

You shouldn´t do it at home where family members would find you. Depending on the method you choose it can take several hours before you die. So make sure it's a place where you won't be found quickly. And, of course, not every method is suitable for every place. Have you read the PPH or other books ?

pph won't open on my device on any network or MB, it errors out for no reason

 

[houseofleaves]

pph won't open on my device on any network or MB, it errors out for no reason

even pdf??

hello,

what would be the absolute best method to cause as minimal trauma to my family as possible? i don't want my mother to find me hanging after losing my brother and dad, it'd ruin her. going in my sleep would be optimal, but i don't think i can order SN or N or any chemicals here without having the police knocking on the door, suicide is 1500s taboo here

SN is used to somehow help fishes (home ones, in aquarium i mean), you should google it. They need a precise balance of nitrates or something like that. (I mean, would it really be that suspicious if you get some SN to save your precious fish?)

 

[LifeHasNoOptIn]

pph won't open on my device on any network or MB, it errors out for no reason

I had difficulty reading the PPH from the link provided here, but was able to use the "save link as" option to download it. I had to restart the download many times and it took like an hour to complete it, but I finally have it saved locally. It is worth the effort as it contains a lot of useful info.

As for your original question, there are not many options other than N or other prescription OD that will leave you looking like you just went to sleep and didnt wake up. Even SN will leave you discolored and of course there is always the chance of vomiting to make the scene worse.

 

[savoytruffle]

even pdf??

SN is used to somehow help fishes (home ones, in aquarium i mean), you should google it. They need a precise balance of nitrates or something like that. (I mean, would it really be that suspicious if you get some SN to save your precious fish?)

Yeah i remember reading about that, i did track SN to a few bulk chemical shops in my country but nothing mentions aquariums and the pet shop i called doesn't sell it at all, im just scared of a)the police knocking on my door b)my family seeing the delivery and inquiring further, maybe ruining my attempt

i saw some other folks having trouble opening pph from the links here as well, maybe they're down or banned

 

[befree]

Have you read about other methods on this website ? Are there any methods you are particularly interested in (regardless of where you do it) ?

 

[savoytruffle]

Have you read about other methods on this website ? Are there any methods you are particularly interested in (regardless of where you do it) ?

N would be the most ideal for me, really all i care about is not causing too much trauma for whoever from my family finds me, like i don't want my mom to see me hanging from the closet that would kill her, but if i went to a hotel or something then anything >90% efficient is okay for me

 

[befree]

Ok. May be you could use someone else´s address to order SN. Another option might be Oyxcodon and Fentanyl. If you are interested in this methode, I can send you a guide.

 

[savoytruffle]

Ok. May be you could use someone else´s address to order SN. Another option might be Oyxcodon and Fentanyl. If you are interested in this methode, I can send you a guide.

yes please

 

[befree]

Oxycodon and Fentanyl:
SN guide:

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish that we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and we could just exit peacefully when the time is right for us. Nobody should have to resort to horrifying methods like hanging to end their pain. In a world with so much suffering, suicide should not be so stigmatised. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. Suicide really is so difficult and I am trapped in this world as it is so hard to leave. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.