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Larry
Absidia corymbifera
- Aug 17, 2018
- 1
Hello. I'll preface this with the acknowledgement that yes, indeed this is a very controversial topic to most ordinary people but please understand that under individual circumstances, where death is near and inevitable, one should have the freedom and right to choose to leave this world sooner, with minimal suffering and pain.
If you would like to know why I'd choose to go out this way, it's because I'm in a late stage of a very serious disseminated fungal infection, and since it's been diagnosed way too late, and it simply does not respond to even high-dose strong antifungal drugs. My doctors refuse to have me on any higher doses of them knowing the inevitable brutal side effects of serious damage that they would cause to my liver and kidneys.
So all in all, my chances of survival are very slim, and day to day I'm suffering quite heavily from a wide-range of almost unbearable side effects, both from the medication and the fungal infection. I would like to ask you all to please provide me with unbiased and reliable information on which drugs would be the most effective, swift and painless method of leaving this world permanently if I were able to buy almost anything from the main obvious source of drugs from "below the surface of the ordinary internet" - which quite some of you might already possibly be familiar with.
I know of fast-acting Barbiturates being the most preferred method for many people, but since it is almost impossible to purchase them these days for an affordable price and from a trustable source, I am looking for alternatives, so please be kind enough to understand my situation and provide the information that I need, or if you are against the notion of self-inflicted euthanasia, I kindly ask you not to try to convince me to do otherwise.
I look forward to any contributions to this thread and hope that some of you will be understanding enough to provide me as much help in this situation as possible. Thank you.
If you would like to know why I'd choose to go out this way, it's because I'm in a late stage of a very serious disseminated fungal infection, and since it's been diagnosed way too late, and it simply does not respond to even high-dose strong antifungal drugs. My doctors refuse to have me on any higher doses of them knowing the inevitable brutal side effects of serious damage that they would cause to my liver and kidneys.
So all in all, my chances of survival are very slim, and day to day I'm suffering quite heavily from a wide-range of almost unbearable side effects, both from the medication and the fungal infection. I would like to ask you all to please provide me with unbiased and reliable information on which drugs would be the most effective, swift and painless method of leaving this world permanently if I were able to buy almost anything from the main obvious source of drugs from "below the surface of the ordinary internet" - which quite some of you might already possibly be familiar with.
I know of fast-acting Barbiturates being the most preferred method for many people, but since it is almost impossible to purchase them these days for an affordable price and from a trustable source, I am looking for alternatives, so please be kind enough to understand my situation and provide the information that I need, or if you are against the notion of self-inflicted euthanasia, I kindly ask you not to try to convince me to do otherwise.
I look forward to any contributions to this thread and hope that some of you will be understanding enough to provide me as much help in this situation as possible. Thank you.