Discussion Benzos

[Farmmaa]

I made an app't with the Dr to get a prescription for benzos ... I legit have major anxiety during the winter, and with my CTB date coming up very quickly, I haven't been sleeping at all the past month.
My method is Fent, but I'm so terrified that for whatever reasons, it will fail , so I've decided to top it up with benzos as well. I never drink, so ingesting enough alcohol to help out would be difficult for me.
I have a few questions though - which benzos is going to be the most effective ?
And... how long would it take for them to start making me really drowsy ?

I'm planning on doing this out in the bush, so need to hike from my vehicle to a secluded spot, so trying to figure out whether to take them before my hike or after.

 

[Thinker]

I can't possibly fathom thinking about the consequences

 

[enlightened_suicide]

It all depends on the benzo used and the hiking distance.

 

[Farmmaa]

It all depends on the benzo used and the hiking distance.

I don't know what the benzo will be, that's why I asked which would be more effective

As for the distance … that depends a lot on Mother Nature. She's decided to throw a whole lot of snow into the mix this week, so it may change where I can access and how far I need to walk vs drive.

 

[enlightened_suicide]

Xans and Fent is a pretty deadly combo, I've used this method. But I stayed at home and was found within the hour of passing out, but it was still almost too late. Apparently the ambulance came and on the way to the hospital, they maxed out giving me narcan with no sign of waking up. Then while in the hospital, I was in a coma on Life support for 3 days with no signs of waking up.. my parents were debating on pulling the plug bc I had an 80/20 at survival. I also drank a lot of alcohol with my attempt as well bc it helps as an extra cns depressant, and usually a few shots helps me to be able to take more meds and follow through.

As to distance it depends on weight and tolerance (it usually hits me on empty stomach around 20 minutes, and alcohol speeds the process up)
so if Mother Nature decides the distance, then I would just bring them along, and when I felt like leaving within the hour I would start then .

I hope this helps .

 

[Mm80]

My only concern for you would be how much you are given. In my opinion valium is a safe bet, but in the uk docs will only give out very small doses ie 2 mg for 3 week use, hope it is different where you live.

 

[Farmmaa]

Xans and Fent is a pretty deadly combo, I've used this method. But I stayed at home and was found within the hour of passing out, but it was still almost too late. Apparently the ambulance came and on the way to the hospital, they maxed out giving me narcan with no sign of waking up. Then while in the hospital, I was in a coma on Life support for 3 days with no signs of waking up.. my parents were debating on pulling the plug bc I had an 80/20 at survival. I also drank a lot of alcohol with my attempt as well bc it helps as an extra cns depressant, and usually a few shots helps me to be able to take more meds and follow through.

As to distance it depends on weight and tolerance (it usually hits me on empty stomach around 20 minutes, and alcohol speeds the process up)
so if Mother Nature decides the distance, then I would just bring them along, and when I felt like leaving within the hour I would start then .

I hope this helps .

Thanks for the info!
Can I ask how much of each you took, your ROA and tolerance levels ?

 

[enlightened_suicide]

Taken:
I took 20 bars (40 mgs) That I had rolled in Fent powder (not weighed due to me not having a scale at the time)
I took 4 Hydrocodone (20 mgs)
I smoked some weed just to help me in case I got any nauseous side effects.
I then drank until they kicked in and was unconscious which was a little over a fifth .

ROA? - I'm not sure what this means sorry

Tolerance:
I stopped taking pills for 3-4 days prior or maybe just halves here and there if I really needed them. So then my levels would be super low bc once your body flushes out those chemicals, it's like you've started out on your meds all over again.
(which a dr more than likely started you out relatively low to get your body accustomed to the medicine so you would'nt OD as easy on their watch)

Also it helps to fast the day of bc they kick in faster and you haven't ate so it's easier to "fall asleep".

 

[Farmmaa]

Taken:
I took 20 bars (40 mgs) That I had rolled in Fent powder (not weighed due to me not having a scale at the time)
I took 4 Hydrocodone (20 mgs)
I smoked some weed just to help me in case I got any nauseous side effects.
I then drank until they kicked in and was unconscious which was a little over a fifth .

ROA? - I'm not sure what this means sorry

Tolerance:
I stopped taking pills for 3-4 days prior or maybe just halves here and there if I really needed them. So then my levels would be super low bc once your body flushes out those chemicals, it's like you've started out on your meds all over again.
(which a dr more than likely started you out relatively low to get your body accustomed to the medicine so you would'nt OD as easy on their watch)

Also it helps to fast the day of bc they kick in faster and you haven't ate so it's easier to "fall asleep".

ROA - Route of Administration.

I'm assuming that your ROA was oral ingestion if you just rolled your benzos in F powder.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Xans and Fent is a pretty deadly combo, I've used this method. But I stayed at home and was found within the hour of passing out, but it was still almost too late. Apparently the ambulance came and on the way to the hospital, they maxed out giving me narcan with no sign of waking up. Then while in the hospital, I was in a coma on Life support for 3 days with no signs of waking up.. my parents were debating on pulling the plug bc I had an 80/20 at survival. I also drank a lot of alcohol with my attempt as well bc it helps as an extra cns depressant, and usually a few shots helps me to be able to take more meds and follow through.

As to distance it depends on weight and tolerance (it usually hits me on empty stomach around 20 minutes, and alcohol speeds the process up)
so if Mother Nature decides the distance, then I would just bring them along, and when I felt like leaving within the hour I would start then .

I hope this helps .

Wow, i am so sorry you had this happen to you. You were so prepared and your plans were still interrupted by others (who im sure love you dearly, etc.).

I'm sure things are much more complicated for you now since they found you, and i hope you are able to find the peace you were looking for soon.

 

[enlightened_suicide]

Wow, i am so sorry you had this happen to you. You were so prepared and your plans were still interrupted by others (who im sure love you dearly, etc.).

I'm sure things are much more complicated for you now since they found you, and i hope you are able to find the peace you were looking for soon.

Thank you and yes I had another hospital admission but this was my first involuntary admission, I hate the psych wards they do so much to your psyche that I feel like most of the time it does more damage than good :(

And yes but the "people who love me" really use it against me and basically say I'm crazy and fill my daughter's head with horror stories... she doesn't deserve to have to deal with that or is old enough to understand, and still continue to make me feel awful about it almost every day and considering this is the fist one they've been apart of bc the rest I was on my own and they knew, but it was never at their house and they never showed up or had any involvement until this one.

If they only knew the pain and how much I wanted out . This was a mild one compared to recent ones and I thought I had finally won .... But soon V soon I will be at peace.
I wish I knew about this forum earlier on instead of experimenting and just hoping I succeeded.