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merlin

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Sep 23, 2019
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Hello to all - I'm new here but have just under three months (the reason is I'm 55 and I spend a lot of time in Thailand where five is Ha so 55 is Ha ha - I know childish)

I have the required amytripline and anti nausia Domperidon and I get prescribed a benzo called Clobazam.

I also have 3 small syringes of buccal midazolam which works really quickly.

My question is does anyone know about Clobazam? I know I need 60 tablets which I do have because of the equivalency to Diazepam, but it is also less of a sedative so I am worried. I was going to wash this down with a bottle of Jack Daniels and the time isn't an issue as I live alone and people are used to me being out of contact for a couple of days. I have intractable epilepsy, brain damage and don't form new memories so the whole thing seems pointless.

Just reallly asking if there's a professional there who can tell me if I can replace the Diazepam with Clobazam.

Thanks for any help.
 
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Throwaway9787

Throwaway9787

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You can buy a lot more potent designer benzos if you lack benzos
 
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merlin

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Sep 23, 2019
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Thanks. I appreciate I can get far more - my Midazolam is great and Diazepam is available over the counter in many places I visit. I'm just trying to find out if 60 Clobazam (as opposed to 40 Diazepam) will do the job allied to a ltr of Jack - simply to save me trying to understand the dark web etc at my age!
 
Throwaway9787

Throwaway9787

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Jun 27, 2019
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Thanks. I appreciate I can get far more - my Midazolam is great and Diazepam is available over the counter in many places I visit. I'm just trying to find out if 60 Clobazam (as opposed to 40 Diazepam) will do the job allied to a ltr of Jack - simply to save me trying to understand the dark web etc at my age!
What's your method?
 
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merlin

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Sep 23, 2019
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I was planning on a standard Amitripyline Cocktail so everything is in place and I would add about a litre of Jack Daniels. I also have mild opiates (Dihydrocodeine x200) but I'm loathe to add them as I have no idea of the mix.
 
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merlin

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Sep 23, 2019
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Hi All, I'm running up a problem getting sufficient benzos. I have 30 x10mg Clobazam which is prescribed. I have Buccal Midazolam but the half life means it will just make me lose consciousness quickly. I have the amytripline and the Domperidone.

It is just that I want to be really safe on the amount of Benzos that I take. Clobazam is less sedative than Diazepam for instance.

All to be washed down with the Jack Daniels and first, a bottle of vintage champagne that I got got my 50th from a wealthy friend.

My fear is that without enough benzos with long half lives, I will wake up and that is what is holding me back. I have dihydrocodeine but the interaction with the Benzos is unpredictable.

Any help on suggested suppliers for a good Diazepam like Benzo would be really helpful but I don't know how it works on here. If anyone will point me in the right direction.
 
Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

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Sep 14, 2019
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Hello to all - I'm new here but have just under three months (the reason is I'm 55 and I spend a lot of time in Thailand where five is Ha so 55 is Ha ha - I know childish)

I have the required amytripline and anti nausia Domperidon and I get prescribed a benzo called Clobazam.

I also have 3 small syringes of buccal midazolam which works really quickly.

My question is does anyone know about Clobazam? I know I need 60 tablets which I do have because of the equivalency to Diazepam, but it is also less of a sedative so I am worried. I was going to wash this down with a bottle of Jack Daniels and the time isn't an issue as I live alone and people are used to me being out of contact for a couple of days. I have intractable epilepsy, brain damage and don't form new memories so the whole thing seems pointless.

Just reallly asking if there's a professional there who can tell me if I can replace the Diazepam with Clobazam.

Thanks for any help.
There are no professionals on here so you're going to get a bunch of opinions which are most likely wrong. Whatever you take though you should crush the pills and put them in pudding or yogurt. I got that info from a doctor who helps people kill themselves. He gives advice. And you have to pick the day you're going to do it because you gave to stop eating two days before you do it and take anti nausea meds every 6-8 hours. And you need some hevy duty pain killers. I've never heard of the medication you're on. I've heard of Xanax and Valium and Klonopin but not what you're on.
 
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merlin

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Sep 23, 2019
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Thanks a lot for the advice. I'm already got the anti nausea meds (domperidone or something). I didn't know about the yogurt. I don't get prescribed pain killers but have access to dihydrocodeine and Tramadol. I didnt know about the fasting either so thanks. My only concern is the clobazam I am prescribed is a benzo but is prescribed as being less sedative than many. If I take a few with some DHC and Jack Daniels however it will knock me out completely for around six hours. Just don't fancy waking up. Not sure about combining the DHC with the Benzo either. Thanks. I have a form of brain damage. Nothing painful - just don't form any memorir.
 

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