m1ll1pede

m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
55
I'm gonna take 200 Benadryls. I've gotten delirious off Benadryl before, I have seizures and heart problems now. Taking more than 2 grams can put you into coma.

If you are planning on doing this method also, take 200 or more. I live in a first-world country, I used Amazon to buy this off brand for $9 for 600. 600 for 15 milligrams. 200 is 5 grams.

The brand I use is currently unavailable, look up Valumeds allergy relief on Amazon.com, The Amazon brand is only $4, $8 for 2 plus shipping.

Tysm for reading and be safe, be sure to look up side effects of benadryl too.
 

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OP you are very likely to vomit taking that amount of pills and spend a lot of time very sick & experiencing hallucinations. I would urge you to reconsider this plan as it is more likely to hospitalize you than have your intended effect
 
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m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
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OP you are very likely to vomit taking that amount of pills and spend a lot of time very sick & experiencing hallucinations. I would urge you to reconsider this plan as it is more likely to hospitalize you than have your intended effect
I appreciate your feedback, I assure you that I've done my research, I also will have 400 more pills if it doesn't work.
 
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LostSoul1965

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Obviously you haven't done your homework or you'd know this is likely to fail. Many posts on failed attempts with this. Whatever you decide I hope you find peace and what you are looking for.
 
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mistymoo

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Im going to be apart of the 27 club
May 30, 2024
148
Oh, op youre in for a rough night. When i was in highschool I took 100s of bendadryls and trazadones at once trying to ctb. it was literal hell and im still here. Keep a vomit pail near by and best of luck
 
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m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
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Oh, op youre in for a rough night. When i was in highschool I took 100s of bendadryls and trazadones at once trying to ctb. it was literal hell and im still here. Keep a vomit pail near by and best of luck
Thanks sm!! I will, I personally like the way how benadryl makes me feel so i use it alot. I always do.
 
funeraleveryday

funeraleveryday

please help me die
May 16, 2020
35
It will not work. Please don't. I've taken 80 and it was the worst pain.
 
m1ll1pede

m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
55
Obviously you haven't done your homework or you'd know this is likely to fail. Many posts on failed attempts with this. Whatever you decide I hope you find peace and what you are looking for.
I appreciate your consern and thank you. I have done my "homework" though. I have seizures and heart problems already, my eyesight is screwed up by Benadryl too.
Bro you're gonna see the hat man 😭
never seen him :))
 
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Esokabat

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Apr 22, 2024
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All the B attempts documented on this site are massive failures and hospitalizarions. What kind of research you have found that makes you think you will be successful? If you do end up failing, please come back and update this thread in order to not give false info or hopes to people that don't have access to other more effective chemicals.
 
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Saturn_

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You're probably going to have horrifying hallucinations that are extremely vivid and convincing. The diphenhydramine "high" is NOTHING like LSD or psychedelic/dissociative class hallucinogens. Deliriants create "true" hallucinations, which are hallucinations that blend seamlessly into reality and are often believed to be real by the user. It's essentially a guarantee at that dosage that you will forget you took DPH, and even if you do die, which I highly doubt would happen, you would spend your last moments engulfed in a terrifying hell. Read about the firsthand experiences of failed suicide attempts and extremely high doses of Benadryl on r/DPH and see what I mean. It would probably also give you severe organ pain. If you survive and decide not to want to attempt ever again (just putting that possibility out there), you will be at severe risk of developing early-onset Alzheimer's, as is caused by abuse/chronic use of anticholinergic drugs such as diphenhydramine or doxylamine. Absolutely reconsider.
 
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Not a good idea.
 
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Oathkeeper

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Bro is going to be hallucinating the Nasonex bee and Mucinex snot mascots

Trying to OD on everyday pills is a bad idea, OP.
 
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sugarh1gh

Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
325
I hope this works out for you. As others said, it is hard to actually get you a ride. But if you are still pursuing, I wish you the best luck.

Antihistamine ctb is really hard in general.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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You'll never get enough down, and keep them down long enough, to be successful. Sorry, those are the facts. You can heed the facts and, hopefully, learn from all of the others' mistakes, or do as you will. It's your life, and, consequentially, your death. Hope you find your peace.
 
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karmaisabitch

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Mar 25, 2024
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I'm gonna take 200 Benadryls. I've gotten delirious off Benadryl before, I have seizures and heart problems now. Taking more than 2 grams can put you into coma.

If you are planning on doing this method also, take 200 or more. I live in a first-world country, I used Amazon to buy this off brand for $9 for 600. 600 for 15 milligrams. 200 is 5 grams.

The brand I use is currently unavailable, look up Valumeds allergy relief on Amazon.com, The Amazon brand is only $4, $8 for 2 plus shipping.

Tysm for reading and be safe, be sure to look up side effects of benadryl too.
Don't do it! I just took the whole bottle with extra strength NyQuil few nights ago and I'm still vomiting my left side by my stomach hurts a lot and I still have flue like symptoms.. none knows but you guys here I told everyone I have the flu. After I took them I didn't remember what happens until a couple of hours later I was by the toilet vomiting. I can't remember walking to the bathroom it's scary.
 
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Outsidelessness

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Feb 13, 2023
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Pharmacology hobbyist here.

DPH (Diphenhydramine, Benadryl) is probably one of the worst fucking ways to attempt suicide by far. It exerts an effect against one of the main neurotransmitters in your brain that are involved with synaptic firing, and if you ever survive it then you will have something worse than a traumatic brain injury. There will be so many executive functions involved in your cognition that will be significantly dulled down to the point that actual life becomes SIGNIFICANTLY worse than what it initially was. I'm talking short and long term memory, logical articulation, hand-eye coordination, auditory processing, your reward system, dissociation, absolutely everything will be damaged and you'll very likely induce HPPD as well. The brain is meant to function on lower neurological activation potentials for the sake of survival during its lower energy, but you will be in that state for probably the rest of your life if you survive such an immense dose. The lack of the main neurotransmitter will be present beyond the delirious experience.
I personally would not go out this way, especially since a lot of us don't necessarily know whether we'll regret the choice or not. It might even inhibit your ability to CTB in the future if life becomes too damning with that state of being mixed in. Like, trust me, I've been with friends who were addicted to DPH and tried to end their life with it, and after both situations they become an absolute shell of themselves after. The only question you should ask yourself in regards to this is: Do you want to risk that sort of cognition upon yourself for the sake of death?
 
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Im going to be apart of the 27 club
May 30, 2024
148
Any update op? I was thinking of you while i made my coffee this morning.
 
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Mar 26, 2024
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I really wish this would be unlabelled as a method. Benadryl is NOT lethal in the vast majority of cases and is way more likely to cause permanent damage than death.
 
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Pharmacology hobbyist here.

DPH (Diphenhydramine, Benadryl) is probably one of the worst fucking ways to attempt suicide by far. It exerts an effect against one of the main neurotransmitters in your brain that are involved with synaptic firing, and if you ever survive it then you will have something worse than a traumatic brain injury. There will be so many executive functions involved in your cognition that will be significantly dulled down to the point that actual life becomes SIGNIFICANTLY worse than what it initially was. I'm talking short and long term memory, logical articulation, hand-eye coordination, auditory processing, your reward system, dissociation, absolutely everything will be damaged and you'll very likely induce HPPD as well. The brain is meant to function on lower neurological activation potentials for the sake of survival during its lower energy, but you will be in that state for probably the rest of your life if you survive such an immense dose. The lack of the main neurotransmitter will be present beyond the delirious experience.
I personally would not go out this way, especially since a lot of us don't necessarily know whether we'll regret the choice or not. It might even inhibit your ability to CTB in the future if life becomes too damning with that state of being mixed in. Like, trust me, I've been with friends who were addicted to DPH and tried to end their life with it, and after both situations they become an absolute shell of themselves after. The only question you should ask yourself in regards to this is: Do you want to risk that sort of cognition upon yourself for the sake of death?
Wait. So you're saying afterwards I could be numb so dont feel pain and can't process things like rejection and abandonemeny? I coule lose thr short term memory of all the shitty things that have happened in my life? The reward system that means I'm only happy if someone loves me will be turned off? I will disassociate and be blank all day? I won't be able to use my logical reasoning and so I won't overthink everything and can go and get a job feeding rabbits and be happy? My brain will finally shut the fuck up? How is all of this a bad thing?
 
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Wait. So you're saying afterwards I could be numb so dont feel pain and can't process things like rejection and abandonemeny? I coule lose thr short term memory of all the shitty things that have happened in my life? The reward system that means I'm only happy if someone loves me will be turned off? I will disassociate and be blank all day? I won't be able to use my logical reasoning and so I won't overthink everything and can go and get a job feeding rabbits and be happy? My brain will finally shut the fuck up? How is all of this a bad thing?
My experience with diphenydramine- I accidentally took too many not in an attempt, I just wanted to sleep after 2 days of been awake. Anyway I had 9x 50mg tablets and I crushed 1 up and snorted one (it hurt) 😆 anyway, all I remember was a night off hallucinating it was the same hallucination playing over and over again… like in a game you'd have to keep repeating the same thing till you catch that thing you missed & then you can proceed.. the way I felt was horrible it was hot flushes, vomiting etc I was ill for a week only a bad flu but I've never looked at them again lol. Completely fine now though.

But now I'm on here and seeing posts, I think about the amount I had it was only the equivalent of 450mg in one go… I wonder what 2g would of done, I believe it could be deadly.. but I also believe the warning of the previous comment.
 
img-phenix

img-phenix

the 6-for-1 package deal
Jul 9, 2024
27
DPH is scary prob one of the worst non-painful ways to go tbh. Glad you didn't go through with it.
 
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let.me.let.go87

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Jul 12, 2024
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You're gonna have mad seizures. I've taken more than that before. Took a whole bottle of 500 and had crazy seizures and didn't even have to have my stomach pumped. I slept for like four days. That's it
Also I have partial epilepsy and i took more than twice that and it didn't kill me. Maybe you're lack of response due to your heart condition you were successful, if so I wish you peace
 
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m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
55
My experience with diphenydramine- I accidentally took too many not in an attempt, I just wanted to sleep after 2 days of been awake. Anyway I had 9x 50mg tablets and I crushed 1 up and snorted one (it hurt) 😆 anyway, all I remember was a night off hallucinating it was the same hallucination playing over and over again… like in a game you'd have to keep repeating the same thing till you catch that thing you missed & then you can proceed.. the way I felt was horrible it was hot flushes, vomiting etc I was ill for a week only a bad flu but I've never looked at them again lol. Completely fine now though.

But now I'm on here and seeing posts, I think about the amount I had it was only the equivalent of 450mg in one go… I wonder what 2g would of done, I believe it could be deadly.. but I also believe the warning of the previous comment.
The highest amourt of dp I took was like 750mg, not as an attempt but to also sleep, I'm not gonna go with this method bc I gag at seeing benadryl and have seizures sometimes now
 
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itsalittlecold

Guided by the void
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The highest amourt of dp I took was like 750mg, not as an attempt but to also sleep, I'm not gonna go with this method bc I gag at seeing benadryl and have seizures sometimes now
I honestly couldn't imagine how you was feeling with 750mg! Was you ill for days after too?
Yeah, I'll never look or touch them again. I've experimented with some things in my time, but nothing had me feeling like that did.
 
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m1ll1pede

Chronic stupidity
Jun 2, 2024
55
I honestly couldn't imagine how you was feeling with 750mg! Was you ill for days after too?
Yeah, I'll never look or touch them again. I've experimented with some things in my time, but nothing had me feeling like that did.
afterwards i was kinda in a daze, Im really surprised i didn't throw up 😂 it was like months ago though
 
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lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
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glad you didnt become one with the hat man 🖤
 
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