Venting being groomed

[LunaXCBN]

hi im back again and i just wanna write again

a few days ago it finally clicked with me. what an old "friend" did to me truly.
i was groomed by him at the age of 15-16. i only now realized all of it after going through the memories of all of our conversations and voice calls and the chats
all of it wont leave my head for longer than a few hours at a time, i always go back to it.

im not miserable, definitely not but im more in shock of how stupid i was, and of the things i said and did for him.
i cant fucking believe any of it, im still in denial and i cant stand the feeling of being a victim of manipulation like that. i hope writing more about this and just letting my thoughts out helps with forgetting everything. it shouldnt be too hard, thankfully.

fuck this prick, im glad he got doxxed and went under the radar.

 

[Goodgirlryeo101]

How were you being groomed ??? I saw someone posting a story of being accused of being a groomer when they said they were 16 which was sounded quite strange. How old was this friend that groomed you ?? You don't have to blame yourself but just forgive yourself for not knowing then what you know now but at least you know now.

I don't think doxxing someone is the way to go as I have been doxxed before and also I know this girl that was doxxed before I was doxxed in 2016 that she had to delete her instagram page and created a new page a few years later but she has been very low key since then. There is also a girl on Twitter who was doxxed recently and she had to quit her job. Technology is good but there are people who abuse it especially with things like social media - It gives people the idea that they are entitled to invade someone's privacy.

 

[LunaXCBN]

How were you being groomed ??? I saw someone posting a story of being accused of being a groomer when they said they were 16 which was sounded quite strange. How old was this friend that groomed you ?? You don't have to blame yourself but just forgive yourself for not knowing then what you know now but at least you know now.

I don't think doxxing someone is the way to go as I have been doxxed before and also I know this girl that was doxxed before I was doxxed in 2016 that she had to delete her instagram page and created a new page a few years later but she has been very low key since then. There is also a girl on Twitter who was doxxed recently and she had to quit her job. Technology is good but there are people who abuse it especially with things like social media - It gives people the idea that they are entitled to invade someone's privacy.

He was around 21 at the time. I REALLY don't wanna go into detail but the voice calls and text chats involved A LOT of kinks, sexting and porn. There is one text conversation that I remember vividly and it fucking disgusts me to my core.
There's a document floating around somewhere where he does this type of thing to other people aswell.

Also some people aren't entitled to privacy. Pedophiles are one group that aren't.

 

[Worndown]

Do you have a possibility of turning this very negative experience into something to help others? Most areas have programs to support victims and get the word out to other young girls. This could be a way to use that bad energy.

 

[Aisley]

I hope you can get past this, but I know how hard that is. Something like this happened to me, and the hundred little things people now call grooming are all warning signs with huge flashing lights that in retrospect all magnify and help to make you feel even more dumb the more you think about it. My way around that was to not think about it. Took years, and there are times when that all falls to shit, still, but for most of the time it does work.
i'll say it's not your fault, and you'll think of the times when you should have known better and stopped it. But he was the adult here, and it's not your fault. Parasites exist, despite our desire to simply exist. All we can do sometimes is learn and grow.
Glad he payed some for it.