being blatantly ignored

[bumbalumba200]

i love it when i just get blatantly ignored, like people are reading and replying to the chat and i'm asking questions and i can tell they're reading chat because they respond to other peoples messages in voice but just not mine and the only time i get a response is when i say something about what they say not about any of my previous questions?
i've been fantasizing about pissing everyone off and making them hate me and ruining all my relationships before i ctb so no one misses me

 

[FuneralCry]

I just don't believe that other people can be relied on after all, it's just the unfortunate consequence of existing in a world filled with cruel and insensitive humans. To me humans are the worst species.

 

[アホペンギン]

Yeah, this is the sad reality. Even if this forum is supposedly very openminded and caring, some people will still be left out. No one really cares, deep down, even the ones who prove to care and are active members of this forum. There are only very few people who care. (Sorry to anyone who reads this and feels offended, its just my opinion and is probably the truth afaik.)

Or it might just be that you have to gain more of a reputation on SaSu. If you're well known, you'd usually be answered more often when you have a question to be answered.

And yes, I am fantasizing about ruining all my healthy relationships with people so they won't miss me when i ctb, as if i never existed.

 

[bumbalumba200]

Yeah, this is the sad reality. Even if this forum is supposedly very openminded and caring, some people will still be left out. No one really cares, deep down, even the ones who prove to care and are active members of this forum. There are only very few people who care. (Sorry to anyone who reads this and feels offended, its just my opinion and is probably the truth afaik.)

Or it might just be that you have to gain more of a reputation on SaSu. If you're well known, you'd usually be answered more often when you have a question to be answered.

And yes, I am fantasizing about ruining all my healthy relationships with people so they won't miss me when i ctb, as if i never existed.

i wasn't necessarily talking about sasu chat, just other stuff in general

 

[TheShyOne]

This happens to me all the time, but irl. People just don't care about others and it is so painful.

 

[アホペンギン]

i wasn't necessarily talking about sasu chat, just other stuff in general

Alright, in that case I misunderstood. But true, there is still a very high chance of being ignored when asking a question on the suicide forum.

 

[jemetire]

I also get ignored by too many people it's so annoying but I know it's my fault cuz I'm autistic apparently

 

[tvoisluga]

Yeah, this is the sad reality. Even if this forum is supposedly very openminded and caring, some people will still be left out. No one really cares, deep down, even the ones who prove to care and are active members of this forum. There are only very few people who care. (Sorry to anyone who reads this and feels offended, its just my opinion and is probably the truth afaik.)

Or it might just be that you have to gain more of a reputation on SaSu. If you're well known, you'd usually be answered more often when you have a question to be answered.

And yes, I am fantasizing about ruining all my healthy relationships with people so they won't miss me when i ctb, as if i never existed.

Yes. Part of me is so happy to have joined and ive met wonderful people and i will always be grateful that mods let me join. But if you arent popular enough you will be ignored 90% of the time. Like real life i was tryna escape from. So i stopped being as active and will try to mostly just read. Wont post a goodbye thread as i was ignored for most of my life and it would sting to be ignored in my final moments as no one will likely reply. It'd feel less crushing to not bother at all. And im not dunking on no one i even posted a post how happy i was to join but humans will human, im just not the type to be likeable. I dont feel lonely by myself. People ignoring me makes me feel lonely so i feel more alone with people ironically. But i SO SO SO much appreciate this site. It helped me see others woth my issues and i wont stop visiting. Even if i will refrain from posting/commenting in the future.