Sleeper System
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- May 5, 2022
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If you manage to fight off ctb and evolve from being a teen with depression into an "independent adult" with depression
you spend the rest of your life taking all the sadness and existential dread you feel and locking it up inside yourself.
No one cares about your existence. No one wants to hear your story. You're just expected to pull yourself together.
All these systems of therapy, drugs. and rehabilitation aren't meant to help you.
They're meant to be able to profit from your mental instability.
It's not a theory or a conspiracy. It's simple human nature.
If you were a sad sack of shit in the old days, you would have simply been left to adapt or die.
Now they make you believe they can fix all your problems with some words, pills, and self developement.
We're not meant to keep living if we have no will to live. We should be dying off by the thoasands.
However, we're too comfortable in this world as a species now and everything is about profit.
Why let us die when they can drain that very life out of us that we say we no longer want?
I can honestly understand it. It's wrong on so many levels but we gave up our right to protest.
We gave it up the moment we allowed the people in power to go unchecked. Now it's too late.
I feel bad for my life as it stands and what the future holds for me.
Even more so for the generation that's coming up now. It will get harder for everyone moving forward.
If you or your family have money then you should count yourself blessed. Because as long as you do,
the struggles that will come in these next coming years will be managable for you. For those who don't
and have to work for a living, find something like a goal to hold on to because all the odds will be against you.
you spend the rest of your life taking all the sadness and existential dread you feel and locking it up inside yourself.
No one cares about your existence. No one wants to hear your story. You're just expected to pull yourself together.
All these systems of therapy, drugs. and rehabilitation aren't meant to help you.
They're meant to be able to profit from your mental instability.
It's not a theory or a conspiracy. It's simple human nature.
If you were a sad sack of shit in the old days, you would have simply been left to adapt or die.
Now they make you believe they can fix all your problems with some words, pills, and self developement.
We're not meant to keep living if we have no will to live. We should be dying off by the thoasands.
However, we're too comfortable in this world as a species now and everything is about profit.
Why let us die when they can drain that very life out of us that we say we no longer want?
I can honestly understand it. It's wrong on so many levels but we gave up our right to protest.
We gave it up the moment we allowed the people in power to go unchecked. Now it's too late.
I feel bad for my life as it stands and what the future holds for me.
Even more so for the generation that's coming up now. It will get harder for everyone moving forward.
If you or your family have money then you should count yourself blessed. Because as long as you do,
the struggles that will come in these next coming years will be managable for you. For those who don't
and have to work for a living, find something like a goal to hold on to because all the odds will be against you.
