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Slowly embracing the void.
- Apr 17, 2021
- 6
I know I already am considered an 'acceptable loss' to the majority of the people of the society, and I know I will die soon enough – whether I want it or not. (I didn't choose to be born this way… but at least I can try to control my circumstances of my death, before others will.)
But why is it that the same people–the same people who rather want to see me dead–try to force me to live. Why is it that the same people are still latching onto the idea of me, the idea that is long dead?
Why can't they just stop trying to force me their idea of me down the throat, and why can't they just already resign to the reality? They would be even doing the society a favour and they could claim it was in 'panic defense,' since it's still a valid legal reason to murder someone.
There's no escape. There's no better place. And even if I wanted to live, I would have to live in recluse, since they'll be still pretending we're different species for a nonsensical reason. I'll be always at war against the rest, the war they started.
I just want to finally be at peace.
But why is it that the same people–the same people who rather want to see me dead–try to force me to live. Why is it that the same people are still latching onto the idea of me, the idea that is long dead?
Why can't they just stop trying to force me their idea of me down the throat, and why can't they just already resign to the reality? They would be even doing the society a favour and they could claim it was in 'panic defense,' since it's still a valid legal reason to murder someone.
There's no escape. There's no better place. And even if I wanted to live, I would have to live in recluse, since they'll be still pretending we're different species for a nonsensical reason. I'll be always at war against the rest, the war they started.
I just want to finally be at peace.