CatLove56

CatLove56

Experienced
Jun 30, 2018
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No I'm not on drugs. Usually it's when I'm sleep deprived but often when I'm alone in my room doing some hobby life just feels like a bad dream. Like when I go to sleep that's it I'll either wake up finally or not wake up at all. It's also the only time I feel safe I can hide from all the bs out there.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
I relate...and I think about my cat I had to get rid of who was stuck in 'the cat room'. I pray she is out of misery.

Sorry you feel so stuck. It's awful. Really bad. Not fair.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I often feel worse when I get less sleep. Sleeping is also the one thing I look forward to, so it is an awful feeling when I cannot get it. I know how you feel, my life often feels like a bad dream. Existence really is tiring.
 
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Tomoko

Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
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One thing I like about this forum so far is all the differing perspectives of people united by a common problem. I felt way less depressed when I had my own room. I never left it unless I had to, it was like my own little box of personality. I was able to hide from the world and forget about my demons.
 
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