Being alive is shit, so much hurt.

[Kringle's Curse]

I'm so broken, I don't even feel human anymore. Lost, hurt, sadness, loneliness, madness, isolation, desperation, addictions and habits. I wanna kill myself so I can sleep. I've been so fuckin down lately. I don't know what's happening. I'm just so tired all the time. I try to sleep, I just lay here quietly and my fuckin mind is just raging. I'm so sick of all this. Every day is a slow crawl through hell.

 

[YourWayOrMine]

I feel the same way. It's like nothing ever gets better.

 

[Bct]

Sorry about your pain. Life becomes more sickening by each day. Wish you're able to find your peace.

 

[lion4000b]

I'm so broken, I don't even feel human anymore. Lost, hurt, sadness, loneliness, madness, isolation, desperation, addictions and habits. I wanna kill myself so I can sleep. I've been so fuckin down lately. I don't know what's happening. I'm just so tired all the time. I try to sleep, I just lay here quietly and my fuckin mind is just raging. I'm so sick of all this. Every day is a slow crawl through hell.

I know what you feel like my friend. It sounds to me you also have physical problems like most of us. I wish I could encourage you to try getting into nature for a few weeks and see how you feel. Live a basic life with lot of fresh air, sunshine, good natured/moral people, organic food, fresh water, no computers/phones/wifi etc. Basically live like its 1900. For many of us our bodies/minds are sick because they cant keep up with this rapidly changing environment. Maybe its worth some consideration if you are desperate with nothing to lose. Good luck

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I agree. Life is shit. For me at least.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I completely understand you. I can only sleep during the night, when I'm medicated. I have to be doing anything, otherwise I have breakdowns. Sometimes even I'm distracted I break down.