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Oh, once again I am a child
- Dec 17, 2023
- 12
My bf has known for years about me wanting to CTB, normally its all talk but these past few months ive been serious. im writing my letters and begging my boyfriend to not beg me to stay. when i bring it up all he does is beg me to stay and live my future life with him. i cannot do it though, it pains me to leave him (any ways to get over the pain of leaving him after i CTB?). i also do not want to leave him romantically before i CTB but it seems the best as it will only hurt him and all he does is beg me to stay.
i do not want him to beg me to stay as it makes me feel horrible about CTB, i want him to be in support that im going to be pain free and not hurt anymore. what should i do?
i do not want him to beg me to stay as it makes me feel horrible about CTB, i want him to be in support that im going to be pain free and not hurt anymore. what should i do?