BaconCheeseburger
Comfort-eating
- Aug 4, 2018
- 693
I'm just too weak to CTB. Fucking useless at it. I joined the day before my friend CTB after years of trying herself.
I've seen people come and go. News stories flash in and out. It hurts starting to recognise usernames and then they're gone whilst I'm still stuck being alive.
I lose my flat in August. All because I broke up with my ex as I don't love him anymore. I could have carried on lying to him and to myself to enjoy a cushy lifestyle with a gorgeous flat, mediocre sex and meals made for me. But no: i was honest and now I'm throwing this all away. The tenancy ends in August.
I just viewed the most hideous flat that I'd rather hang myself in than anything else. Would make a great crime scene.
I joke at work about how when I die noone will have a clue how to run my department (which consists of only me) and I bought a DIY will from the shops the other day and jokingly told the cashier I'd include her in it for her kindness. I think she was quite taken aback and I enjoyed the shock factor.
I just want to drop dead but I guess I'm either too fucking lazy or just plain stupid. I've been using this site on and off for so long. It's embarrassing.
I'm currently stealing my ex's razor blades to cut myself with. I sleep in the bedroom and he has an air mattress in the living room. I feel like a horrible human being.
I've seen people come and go. News stories flash in and out. It hurts starting to recognise usernames and then they're gone whilst I'm still stuck being alive.
I lose my flat in August. All because I broke up with my ex as I don't love him anymore. I could have carried on lying to him and to myself to enjoy a cushy lifestyle with a gorgeous flat, mediocre sex and meals made for me. But no: i was honest and now I'm throwing this all away. The tenancy ends in August.
I just viewed the most hideous flat that I'd rather hang myself in than anything else. Would make a great crime scene.
I joke at work about how when I die noone will have a clue how to run my department (which consists of only me) and I bought a DIY will from the shops the other day and jokingly told the cashier I'd include her in it for her kindness. I think she was quite taken aback and I enjoyed the shock factor.
I just want to drop dead but I guess I'm either too fucking lazy or just plain stupid. I've been using this site on and off for so long. It's embarrassing.
I'm currently stealing my ex's razor blades to cut myself with. I sleep in the bedroom and he has an air mattress in the living room. I feel like a horrible human being.