Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
I can't sleep most the time now Adams.. and I can't sleep with the lights off...
yah PTSD as fuck. It is so hard to keep up anything here.. I am trying so so so hard.
just at a point where yeah I'm fucked up andI wanna make my death not just about me. It's not just about meatball never has been. I am so bitter and angry these days and jut disgusted at my parents.
I mean like after this last event I'm justtttt done ffs..
I do not needa feel unwanted Orr having to shrink to be around people who are suppose to love me or at least like me..
I've tucked up hella with money and I'm general I'm tired. I really wanna plan my death and honestly I try but it's written all over my face sighss
yah PTSD as fuck. It is so hard to keep up anything here.. I am trying so so so hard.
just at a point where yeah I'm fucked up andI wanna make my death not just about me. It's not just about meatball never has been. I am so bitter and angry these days and jut disgusted at my parents.
I mean like after this last event I'm justtttt done ffs..
I do not needa feel unwanted Orr having to shrink to be around people who are suppose to love me or at least like me..
I've tucked up hella with money and I'm general I'm tired. I really wanna plan my death and honestly I try but it's written all over my face sighss
