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spiritflowerchan
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- May 22, 2024
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I graduated HS around 3 months ago now. I do not feel prepared for adulthood, but something in me is forcing to do so and I hate it. I'm fine with adult life, but everything about it seems depressing and lifeless to me. Maybe as someone who's 18 that doesn't really know much about shit in life I should stop being afraid but this feeling is taking over me. I don't want to work just to feed myself. I don't want to be a slave to some company. I don't want to grow up and outlive my parents. I don't want to be alone with this.
I feel so guilty, because I honestly just feel like a lazy piece of shit right now. And I don't want people to know me as a person who just wants to sit around doing nothing and being a completely worthless bum. I can't handle this new reality that I'm about to be thrown into.
I feel so guilty, because I honestly just feel like a lazy piece of shit right now. And I don't want people to know me as a person who just wants to sit around doing nothing and being a completely worthless bum. I can't handle this new reality that I'm about to be thrown into.