GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

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She's calling me, endlessly!
 
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everbuzzingone

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I think there's something very comforting about CTB in a place where so many other have before. Maybe it's the comfort of knowing that others have shared a similar pain and ultimately came together to wait at the same stop. I've yet to figure out where I may want my place to be but know I don't want to be somewhere I feel all alone. If I ever decide on a method and find a way past the SI, that is.
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
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I constantly fantasise about jumping from BH but I think my SI will kick in hard once I'm there.
 
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flagmaster

flagmaster

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Oct 19, 2020
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I've seen your other threads discussing it.
It's clear that you have a connection to this place.

For me, it's my car I'd like to pass in. My car has always been a place I can escape to on my own and be myself. It's always been a safe place for me. I'd like to be in a really nice location and spend my final moments there.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
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I've seen your other threads discussing it.
It's clear that you have a connection to this place.

For me, it's my car I'd like to pass in. My car has always been a place I can escape to on my own and be myself. It's always been a safe place for me. I'd like to be in a really nice location and spend my final moments there.
Well then yeah go with where you're at I guess? I personally never learned to drive so whatever. I'd just catch the bus there (literally).
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
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Do you think you'll have the courage to jump? Are you afraid of heights? It'll be over quickly and death will be certain if you jump from the highest point, but taking the leap takes courage.
 
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Do you think you'll have the courage to jump? Are you afraid of heights? It'll be over quickly and death will be certain if you jump from the highest point, but taking the leap takes courage.
It's my dream, it's my fantasy but still, I don't know? I've got SN, learned the ropes (so to speak) of hanging but by god I can't shake that damn headland off my mind. Those who went before I have nothing but respect for. It's quite a place by the looks of it. Just drink, listen to rock 'n' roll and dive, I guess. Could be a fecking great way to go out.
 
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Time to fly

TTFN - time to fly now
Nov 3, 2020
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It's my dream, it's my fantasy but still, I don't know? I've got SN, learned the ropes (so to speak) of hanging but by god I can't shake that damn headland off my mind. Those who went before I have nothing but respect for. It's quite a place by the looks of it. Just drink, listen to rock 'n' roll and dive, I guess. Could be a fecking great way to go out.
You have the same dream as me...am just gutted I couldn't go through last week...now sitting here trying to count down the days till lockdown ends and I can finally end this existence...
 
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Yeah this will be my final destination too. I've been waiting years hope I can go soon.
 
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So many of us want the same dream...as soon as lockdown ends I can visit old faithful and give her one more statistic
 
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Kruger

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It's my favourite place in the UK, just a real hassle to get to if you don't have a car since the bus only runs in season. Used to be 2 an hour but more recenly it;s 1 an hour - if you're lucky
 
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It's my dream to jump and my worst nightmare to get caught and sent to the psych ward.
 
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The way I look at it is if I'm on the edge they are not catching me..so long as I get to the edge it's done....
 
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depressedsally

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Nov 6, 2020
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It's my dream, it's my fantasy but still, I don't know? I've got SN, learned the ropes (so to speak) of hanging but by god I can't shake that damn headland off my mind. Those who went before I have nothing but respect for. It's quite a place by the looks of it. Just drink, listen to rock 'n' roll and dive, I guess. Could be a fecking great way to go out.

it's a beautiful place I have lived in Eastbourne I would definitely consider this spot myself am just scared of heights
 
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Kruger

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Well there's lots of ch
The way I look at it is if I'm on the edge they are not catching me..so long as I get to the edge it's done....
Well there's lots of chaplains patrolling. I always walk there alone and they come up to me. I don't even linger at the edge, just walk well away from the edge. Also, there are people who have survived jumping. One guy is paralysed.
 
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Nov 3, 2020
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It's my favourite place in the UK, just a real hassle to get to if you don't have a car since the bus only runs in season. Used to be 2 an hour but more recenly it;s 1 an hour - if you're lucky
Been looking at the bus and 13x goes there not sure if that's a seasonal bus or not
 
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Yeah I'm real worried about the people patrolling. I'm quite anxious and jumpy so I think I will stand out. I was reconsidering to SN but I haven't been able to get any and I'm just really fixated on jumping tbh.
 
depressedsally

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Been looking at the bus and 13x goes there not sure if that's a seasonal bus or not

its seasonal yes I used to live in Eastbourne. If you get a taxi the taxis will ring the police etc on you
 
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BLUE1970

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Nov 3, 2020
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Best way is to hop off bus and run until you're off cliff edge. The cafe will also report people they suspect of being at risk of jumping. Or park in Birling Gap car park and walk to destination. I would avoid hanging around admiring the scenery and reflecting on life though, one would need to just walk with a determined spirit and go off the edge....job done.
 
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I always wanted to commit in the Japan forest but that's so far to get to
 
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That's when I last visited BH
 

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Amazing photos and videos
 
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There is a doc on Aokigahara (青木ヶ原), have you ever watched it?
I think @BLUE1970 is our resident location expert...I thought I did my research
 
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I think @BLUE1970 is our resident location expert...I thought I did my research
haha...not really but I do have an avid interest in finding the right location for me and would like to die where many others have ctb as I feel spiritually I would be in good company and a sense of acceptance at my moment of death.
What's it called?


The Angel of Nanjing is another doc worthy of a watch, addresses those intent of going over the Yangtze river bridge, culturally it is quite enlightening.
 
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If so many people want to go why not go as a large group? it seems much less suspicious for a large group to be touring the area than some single sad person.
 
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haha...not really but I do have an avid interest in finding the right location for me and would like to die where many others have ctb as I feel spiritually I would be in good company and a sense of acceptance at my moment of death.


Looked a a few locations but still can't get BH out of my mind, has to be guaranteed though...
If so many people want to go why not go as a large group? it seems much less suspicious for a large group to be touring the area than some single sad person.
I did mention that in another thread..it would look far less suspicious...
 
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