Bakyard Weeds or Plants

[ProlongedSentence]

Please link to pictures and names of common backyard weeds or plants, roots or leaves whatever.

Like how 'bout the tomato plant? The leaves and/or stems?

I really am serious.

Help.

There has to be an option.

Please.

 

[woxihuanni]

One can google toxic plants.

 

[ProlongedSentence]

One can google toxic plants.

Yeah well. The only ones I can find would take a degree in botany to pick out, and I would look real suspicious wading in the bogs they say they can be found. I was thinking more on the lines of backyard plants, flowers, roots, weeds etc. I have morning glory plants, nettles, tomatoes plants, pepper and zuchini n yellow squash plants. Hostas. And IDK a miscelaneous assortment of weeds. I am no botanist.

 

[woxihuanni]

Yeah well. The only ones I can find would take a degree in botany to pick out, and I would look real suspicious wading in the bogs they say they can be found.

I know, it's difficult. One might think of what flower shops might contain.

 

[ProlongedSentence]

I know, it's difficult. One might think of what flower shops might contain.

I even bought 4 bags of apples once. Meaning to seriously cut and gather enough seeds. But i just ended up eating - whole apple by whole apple one at a time and getting healthier.

 

[woxihuanni]

I even bought 4 bags of apples once. Meaning to seriously cut and gather enough seeds. But i just ended up eating - whole apple by whole apple one at a time and getting healthier.

I'm sorry but I laughed, it's exactly the sort of thing that would happen to Rincewind or Arthur Dent. The thing with plants is that you never really know the dose. I had a flower in mind but then went on to something else.

 

[Neville1]

Many members of the Solanaceae family contain potent, toxic alkaloids which can cause a very painful death.

It's better to seek some less painful method and keep eating the apples.

 

[ProlongedSentence]

I ate a small mouthful of morning glory seeds. IDK. I need to research that again. Maybe it is the stems and leaves. The seeds just gave me a headach.
You are right. The amount is the issue. BTW. Apple seeds taste good. FYI Like almonds.

I am going to Hell for this.

 

[Stan]

Please link to pictures and names of common backyard weeds or plants, roots or leaves whatever.

Like how 'bout the tomato plant? The leaves and/or stems?

I really am serious.

Help.

There has to be an option.

Please.

Every country has a unique set of poisonous plants as well as the more common global ones used by landscapers. best to google 'poisonous garden plants in xxxxx' and replace xxxxxx with where you live

 

[ProlongedSentence]

Many members of the Solanaceae family contain potent, toxic alkaloids which can cause a very painful death.

It's better to seek some less painful method.

I can take a lot of pain. I wonder if I just gathered up like the stems and plants from my two tomato plants three pepper plants the yellow and green squash and boiled it in to a soup if I drank it... Maybe threw in a Hosta for good measure. IDK

 

[Asta]

Why make things so complicated for yourself? Starting on page 209 in the "5 Last Acts" is a method that couldn't be more simple and costs nothing. Just a suggestion...

https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf

 

[ProlongedSentence]

Why make things so complicated for yourself? Starting on page 209 in the "5 Last Acts" is a method that couldn't be more simple and costs nothing. Just a suggestion...

https://www.load.to/d5R8OuUEjD/Five_Last_Acts__2015_.pdf

I am not crashing my computer downloading something. Thanks. Just share on here why not?

 

[Neville1]

@Asta has proposed this a few times today. Maybe it's suicide flavor of the day.

@Lennox supposes it to be "night night".

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ut-be-a-working-way-to-ctb.21732/#post-402575

 

[woxihuanni]

@Asta has proposed this a few times today.

@Lennox supposes it to be "night night".

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ut-be-a-working-way-to-ctb.21732/#post-402575

Aha, night night requires some work.

@ProlongedSentence, is finances an issue, or are you in a hurry? I'd do H if I had the mental energy to get it. Going with legal stuff out of sheer stupidity on my part.

 

[ProlongedSentence]

Aha, night night requires some work.

@ProlongedSentence, is finances an issue, or are you in a hurry? I'd do H if I had the mental energy to get it. Going with legal stuff out of sheer stupidity on my part.

H?
I just want out.
Like tonight.
Going to two movies tonight.
Guh
One about a BIG and extended Loving Family. Ha. I will never have that. And. It just was never a reality for me.
The other is about IDK a highschool basketball coach who takes on one lone girl to coach for cross country.
Yeah. Both feel good movies that I will never have.
I am tired of wishing and hoping for the best.
If I could I would ctb tonight.
I can NOT go back to a job that has been purposefully trying to injure me. They managed to on Sunday.
Too long of a story to explain.(think the opposite of Unions. This place is full of indoctrinated devotees and I am in it for reporting unethical work practices. They were asking those that knew no better to work for basically free through mandated break times. HARD labor. For essentially FREE. While they allowed others en-mass to leave early and punched them out LATE. So THEY could GET their breaks.
I reported this to an "Anonomous Ethics Line" And it did NOT remain anonymous. There is a hit on me. In the most passive way that it is going under the radar.)

Like I said. Take too long to explain. And. I have just had enough.

I just wanna ctb man and ASAP.

 

[woxihuanni]

H?
I just want out.
Like tonight.
Going to two movies tonight.
Guh
One about a BIG and extended Loving Family. Ha. I will never have that. And. It just was never a reality for me.
The other is about IDK a highschool basketball coach who takes on one lone girl to coach for cross country.
Yeah. Both feel good movies that I will never have.
I am tired of wishing and hoping for the best.
If I could I would ctb tonight.
I can NOT go back to a job that has been purposefully trying to injure me. They managed to on Sunday.
Too long of a story to explain.(think the opposite of Unions. This place is full of indoctrinated devotees and I am in it for reporting unethical work practices. They were asking those that knew no better to work for basically free through mandated break times. HARD labor. For essentially FREE. While they allowed others enmass to leave early and punched them out LATE. So THEY could GET their breaks.
I reported this to an "Anonomous Ethics Line" ANd it did NOT remain anonymous. There is a hit on me. In the most passive way that it is going under the radar.

Like I said. Take too long to explain. And. I have just had enough.

I just wanna ctb man and ASAP.

I'm sorry for the shit life threw at you. Hope you find something that works for you. I'd suggest not to act impulsively, though, it may do more harm than bring peace.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

@Asta has proposed this a few times today. Maybe it's suicide flavor of the day.

@Lennox supposes it to be "night night".

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ut-be-a-working-way-to-ctb.21732/#post-402575

H?
I just want out.
Like tonight.
Going to two movies tonight.
Guh
One about a BIG and extended Loving Family. Ha. I will never have that. And. It just was never a reality for me.
The other is about IDK a highschool basketball coach who takes on one lone girl to coach for cross country.
Yeah. Both feel good movies that I will never have.
I am tired of wishing and hoping for the best.
If I could I would ctb tonight.
I can NOT go back to a job that has been purposefully trying to injure me. They managed to on Sunday.
Too long of a story to explain.(think the opposite of Unions. This place is full of indoctrinated devotees and I am in it for reporting unethical work practices. They were asking those that knew no better to work for basically free through mandated break times. HARD labor. For essentially FREE. While they allowed others enmass to leave early and punched them out LATE. So THEY could GET their breaks.
I reported this to an "Anonomous Ethics Line" ANd it did NOT remain anonymous. There is a hit on me. In the most passive way that it is going under the radar.

Like I said. Take too long to explain. And. I have just had enough.

I just wanna ctb man and ASAP.

Several issues using plants: 1. The chemicals in the plant come in a large part from the environment. Soil conditions, chemicals in the air, amendments to the soil, time of year to collect the plants.
ie.) Cyanide can be extracted from cherry laural bark, but you need to get your supply from a tree/shrub close to a busy road, and hope that the plant has enough of the chemical you need in it. This was generally the active ingredient in cough medicine in the 1800's. Ricine can be had, but there again you cannot gauge how much ricine is in the seed, and it really must be cooked before trying. Yew Baccatus can also be used, but winter is the best time, and again, you cannot be sure how much of a lethal dose you will get.
Honestly I would stay away from plants.

 

[ProlongedSentence]

I'm sorry for the shit life threw at you. Hope you find something that works for you. I'd suggest not to act impulsively, though, it may do more harm than bring peace.

Thanks but I am past done. I need out. And. ASAP. Only going to the movies with my dd because well. They know how much I am suffering and IDK. I have to make one last effort. But I AM ctb. Tonight if I can. I will go out to the garden in the dark and gather as many vines as I can and boil them in a pot tonight. Laugh if you want to. I am just that serious and desperate.
I want to go to the place before heartbeat.
I want peace.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Thanks but I am past done. I need out. And. ASAP. Only going to the movies with my dd because well. They know how much I am suffering and IDK. I have to make one last effort. But I AM ctb. Tonight if I can. I will go out to the garden in the dark and gather as many vines as I can and boil them in a pot tonight. Laugh if you want to. I am just that serious and desperate.
I want to go to the place before heartbeat.
I want peace.

We are here for you Pro. Whatever you choose. We are here.

 

[woxihuanni]

Thanks but I am past done. I need out. And. ASAP. Only going to the movies with my dd because well. They know how much I am suffering and IDK. I have to make one last effort. But I AM ctb. Tonight if I can. I will go out to the garden in the dark and gather as many vines as I can and boil them in a pot tonight. Laugh if you want to. I am just that serious and desperate.
I want to go to the place before heartbeat.
I want peace.

Nobody will laugh at you here. It's just people offer provide information to help avoid a botch. Whatever you do, I wish you good luck.

 

[ProlongedSentence]

Several issues using plants: 1. The chemicals in the plant come in a large part from the environment. Soil conditions, chemicals in the air, amendments to the soil, time of year to collect the plants.
ie.) Cyanide can be extracted from cherry laural bark, but you need to get your supply from a tree/shrub close to a busy road, and hope that the plant has enough of the chemical you need in it. This was generally the active ingredient in cough medicine in the 1800's. Ricine can be had, but there again you cannot gauge how much ricine is in the seed, and it really must be cooked before trying. Yew Baccatus can also be used, but winter is the best time, and again, you cannot be sure how much of a lethal dose you will get.
Honestly I would stay away from plants.

What about Black Walnuts? The kinds that still have the double husks/shells on them?(Just fell from my tree) I have a BUCKET full of them.
Sh*t. This could work. And TONIGHT!!! I will boil them all with the shells on in a pot and drink the water.

 

[Neville1]

Laugh if you want to. I am just that serious and desperate.
I want to go to the place before heartbeat.
I want peace.

As @woxihuanni says no one is laughing. Any advice is offered to help you avoid getting sick or suffering injury without achieving your goal. The stew of garden vines is probably not fatal but might make you sick. So it's better to plan something more certain. Good luck.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Wish I could be there with you Pro. What has happened?

 

[Neville1]

Wish I could be there with you Pro. What has happened?

Hi @poof He explains that in post #15 above.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Several issues using plants: 1. The chemicals in the plant come in a large part from the environment. Soil conditions, chemicals in the air, amendments to the soil, time of year to collect the plants.
ie.) Cyanide can be extracted from cherry laural bark, but you need to get your supply from a tree/shrub close to a busy road, and hope that the plant has enough of the chemical you need in it. This was generally the active ingredient in cough medicine in the 1800's. Ricine can be had, but there again you cannot gauge how much ricine is in the seed, and it really must be cooked before trying. Yew Baccatus can also be used, but winter is the best time, and again, you cannot be sure how much of a lethal dose you will get.
Honestly I would stay away from plants.

H?
I just want out.
Like tonight.
Going to two movies tonight.
Guh
One about a BIG and extended Loving Family. Ha. I will never have that. And. It just was never a reality for me.
The other is about IDK a highschool basketball coach who takes on one lone girl to coach for cross country.
Yeah. Both feel good movies that I will never have.
I am tired of wishing and hoping for the best.
If I could I would ctb tonight.
I can NOT go back to a job that has been purposefully trying to injure me. They managed to on Sunday.
Too long of a story to explain.(think the opposite of Unions. This place is full of indoctrinated devotees and I am in it for reporting unethical work practices. They were asking those that knew no better to work for basically free through mandated break times. HARD labor. For essentially FREE. While they allowed others en-mass to leave early and punched them out LATE. So THEY could GET their breaks.
I reported this to an "Anonomous Ethics Line" And it did NOT remain anonymous. There is a hit on me. In the most passive way that it is going under the radar.)

Like I said. Take too long to explain. And. I have just had enough.

I just wanna ctb man and ASAP.

Oh Pro. I am so sorry.

Hi @poof He explains that in post #15 above.

Thank you very much Neville.

 

[Asta]

Yes, guys, I guess proposing that again sounds like a broken record, but having practiced the method a bit, it seems really simple to me. It's just sad to think that someone might cause themselves more suffering if it can be avoided.

Anyway, Pro, I wish you all the best and success in your search for the right method for you. & ((hugs!))

 

[GreyMonkey]

I hope you are ok.

I don't think boiling plants or black walnuts is going to take you where you want to go unfortunately. It may make you very very sick yet I'm not sure about killing you.