back yet again pt2

[iftheworldwasending]

hi y'all,

I always find my way back here it seems. I never dealt with alcoholism until a few years ago, and I have been on here for a very long time prior. I'm in a hole and I thought NYE would be my fresh start but it didn't seem to be because I'm drinking again. I miss the friends I had on here before. One of them attempted SN and survived, one of them blamed me for their death because I wasn't romantically interested, idk. I had purchased SN twice and never went through with it, hoping things would get better and they never have. idk, hoping maybe I can find friends again. I'm just tired of being here and my first thought being here felt like a sign.

 

[livefastdieyoung]

hey :) im so sorry about what you went through and that sounds really shitty of your 'friend' to try to blame you for their death. im happy to be your friend and talk if you need somebody <3 i hope you start feeling better again and whatever choice you take brings you peave lovely