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raybd

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Dec 4, 2019
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Some of you who saw my posts here may know that I was all set to go Thursday before last, but somehow had a freak injury the evening before. And had to cancel. Well, I'm back on track now, for this Friday. SN is all I can manage. Old kit at that, with expired Valium. I prefer the Exit Bag with the He tank. Can't rig it up where I now am.
Given my health, I am worried about the minutes till LOC.
I initially wanted a daytime exit. But, had to move it to a nighttime exit and even that is a bit tough for me.
I was mulling an exit 5-6 years ago and then 3 years ago when things went south. Prepped. But, they didn't got far south enough. Couldn't justify. This time is it.
Based on what I've read online, including eye-witness accounts and watching a few videos of people exiting with SN, I cannot get a good read on how I will respond. As it is, the kit is old. Didn't get to replenish this time.
Y'all have any specific info first-hand, second-hand to add to what we find in the eye-witness accounts or the videos? Mainly about people in poor health and SN?
Theoretically it seems fine. But it's not like you are going to find much tested info.
Note that there was this guy in LATAM who seems to have gone 10 days ago - he supplemented the usual SN kit with a whole lot of stuff. I can't do that. Given my state. Valium, Meto, lozenges is all I got.
 

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