hellstar_paradox
they/them
- Feb 18, 2026
- 3
Hi all, first time posting here, so if I'm doing anything wrong or out of the common courtesy feel free to let me know
Anyways, over the past week I ran out of one of my meds because my doctor is actually braindead and sent me the wrong amount, and I only realized when I was close to running out, so I ended up having to only take a fourth of a dose for a few days and then none at all for a few days.
I finally got a refill yesterday and have had a couple of full doses and now I'm in that weird point where when you go on anti depressants you get super depressed for a few days and it sucks. I feel worse than when I didn't have my meds, I feel back to where I was last month when I was having a new year's induced depressive episode (which I might still be in tbh lmao).
I hate my doctor, I hate my clinic. I feel like shit. And even though my like only friend knows this they still could make some time to hang out for like even a little bit because they wanted to hang out with someone else that's new and shiny and way more interesting than hanging around me, which is super cool.
Anyways, over the past week I ran out of one of my meds because my doctor is actually braindead and sent me the wrong amount, and I only realized when I was close to running out, so I ended up having to only take a fourth of a dose for a few days and then none at all for a few days.
I finally got a refill yesterday and have had a couple of full doses and now I'm in that weird point where when you go on anti depressants you get super depressed for a few days and it sucks. I feel worse than when I didn't have my meds, I feel back to where I was last month when I was having a new year's induced depressive episode (which I might still be in tbh lmao).
I hate my doctor, I hate my clinic. I feel like shit. And even though my like only friend knows this they still could make some time to hang out for like even a little bit because they wanted to hang out with someone else that's new and shiny and way more interesting than hanging around me, which is super cool.
