reiII
maybe there's something more
- Dec 5, 2023
- 59
I've come here for the past 2 years, usually every December. I guess that's a painful reminder I haven't changed. Maybe I've become more patient to others but on the inside, I'm still empty. There's a hole in my chest that can't be filled. My dad passed away last year. I wanted to rebuild a relationship with him but thats impossible now. I couldn't save him so what's the point.
Anyways, when I first joined MDS was a popular SN source. What I know since then is the guy moved to a new site. I was updated via the email I used to buy it. (I got rid of it. Huge mistake. Still wanna kill myself lmao thought it'd change)
So is the new website something people still use? I haven't been here since early 2024 so apologies. Thank you for reading
Anyways, when I first joined MDS was a popular SN source. What I know since then is the guy moved to a new site. I was updated via the email I used to buy it. (I got rid of it. Huge mistake. Still wanna kill myself lmao thought it'd change)
So is the new website something people still use? I haven't been here since early 2024 so apologies. Thank you for reading
