Attempting tourniquet method in one hour

[Jen0804]

Hi all

I'm going to attempt the tourniquet method in one hours time
I'm fairly confident it will work as I'm in the right frame of mind

My wife left me today after many months of struggles. I'm in a same sex marriage. Anyway I just wanted to say bye and I hope it will release me and work so I can leave this earth. If it doesn't work in going to try again tomorrow until I succeed

I don't have much left to say but I really fought hard you know... I gave everything and loved and cared for everyone

I'm too broken now
I still love and wish I could spend time and meet some of my online friends I've had for many years but I've reached the point of no return and wish my wife nothing but love and the ability to forgive herself

Please pray for me as I travel on. In a spiritual person (a psychic medium actually) and I believe my soul will leave my body on to a higher plane. I certainly don't want to get stuck here so your prayers for me to be free would really help

If you have any questions you're welcome to ask me in the next hour or just say anything you want

Take care and thank you
Cx
I can't say this to their faces but I love you mum, I love you p, I love you dan, Charlotte. Love all of you. Thank you Lauren. Thank you dr N. Thank you SS. Thank you for my sister of mercy best friend I love you too. Thank you SS

 

[Donk]

sorry it had to come to this. i hope you have done your research and practiced this method. i wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Jen0804]

sorry it had to come to this. i hope you have done your research and practiced this method. i wish you a peaceful journey.

Thanks idonk i have, it's fairly straightforward thank god. I'm just gonna clean my face and drink some water etc but I'm feeling ok and ready thank you for your message x

 

[Tiedie]

If you need to talk or anything I will listen. I'll try to stay up as long as possible. I don't know you, but it hits closr to home. I feel for you.

 

[Lostandfound7]

We r here for u, Sweetie..

 

[MsMaudlin]

I'm sorry that you have reached this point, but I wish you well.
Surrounding you with love and light for your journey, may your transition be as smooth and gentle as possible.
❤

 

[overandout]

So sorry to hear that. I hope you go onto a higher plane and will pray for you. What are you using for your tourniquet? I tried with wooden spoon and scarf, but have always backed out.

 

[oneofthoseyoudontwan]

It break my heart to read this!
You transmitted a nice vibe i dont know you

But i just want to say this to you
You are worth more than a relation ship!

I totally understand you also

Wish the best for you mate!

 

[Jen0804]

Thank you so much

I have twine rope and a table spoon but I have back up items if these two don't work. Never tried this but I'm sure as long as it's a string material it shouldn't undo. I appreciate the offer for a chat bless you but trust me I don't think talking will help but it's really nice of you I'm just exhausted but I really really do think you are sweet to offer to stay up for someone who's in this situation it's really kind

My wife hugged me goodnight and said trust me I'm a horrible partner. I didn't know what to say because I guess in the horrible one now going and dying on her ... Hope she forgives me
Strong* material not strong material

 

[Tiedie]

I'm sorry you feel that way.... I'm still up. Just know you're not alone in feeling this way. I wish there was more kindness in this world for everyone.

 

[Living sucks]

You stated previously that SN was not as painful as hanging so why would you choose hanging now?

 

[Spacing Out]

I wish the best for you in whatever happens. I'm thinking of you. I will pray for freedom for you as well.

 

[bpdandme]

Jen I am so sorry I was not about when you posted this. I feel so privileged to have chatted to you, you are one of a kind and truly a lovely person. I know it's probably too late now, but goodbye . I wish I could have helped you like you helped me when I OD'd.

 

[I’mDone]

I don't know if you'll see this but I totally get where you are and where you're coming from. Sending love and best wishes. I hope you find peace.

 

[Living sucks]

@Jen0804 are you still here?

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Praying for you Jen if you decide to travel on.

 

[bpdandme]

Still no activity on her profile , I hope you're at peace Jen.

 

[Biggie]

Take care Jen, wishing you and your loved ones peace, love, and tranquility.

 

[oopswronglife]

Still no activity on her profile , I hope you're at peace Jen.

I didn't even see her post as I cannot focus and don't log in every day :( But I attempted and failed and was in hospital offline for a while so just because someone isn't logged in in a day doesn't mean anything.

 

[bpdandme]

I didn't even see her post as I cannot focus and don't log in every day :( But I attempted and failed and was in hospital offline for a while so just because someone isn't logged in in a day doesn't mean anything.

That's true, I meant to hope for peace either way.

 

[I screwed up]

Rip Jen ...