Venting Attempting tomorrow

[TheRealdeal]

I try to remain curious of death and the "other side" so that I won't be scared to death but man this shit is hard as hell. Like just knowing that I won't see a day beyond tomorrow is scaring me shitless, wish I wasn't going to do it

Then again I see all my normie friends with their perfect lives and social circles and realize again I am not built for this shit, I have to go.

 

[rs929]

Your normie friends lives probably suck, don't believe what you see on social media

 

[SilentEclipse]

I believe that there are people who perfectly fit all the clichés of society and others who struggle a lot and never succeed.

 

[whybother2002]

I'm not trying to be a moralist or anything but there's more to life than living a normie social media-friendly day to day. You may not be suitable to live that life, but there are many other lives. Wishing you peace.

 

[Antyquel]

Hope you find some peace

 

[eternalpace]

Then again I see all my normie friends with their perfect lives and social circles and realize again I am not built for this shit, I have to go.

Not everything is as it seems. Perfect lives are rare. Life is often about impression management... and sharing only the positive things that are happening. Nobody has a picture perfect life, regardless of what they're sharing and you're seeing.

I hope you find your peace.

 

[Flubber]

It's incredibly easy to view others' lives as perfect and beat yourself down because you may feel that you don't fit up to expectations.

Whose expectations are they: yours or theirs?

What we see on social media often masks the real truth.

 

[Sleeper System]

Do you have any memories from before you were born? I think that is what death is like. Not good not bad just an empty fog or a cup that is there with nothing inside of it.

Trust me when I say that everyone's life sucks. Some people just aren't as direct with reality as some of us are and chose to be ignorant. A much better option if im being honest.

Being normal gets old. Being different gets old.
You reach a point where all you want is to live in peace
and things like what you should or shouldn't be or what people think stops mattering.

 

[katara]

Do you have any memories from before you were born? I think that is what death is like. Not good not bad just an empty fog or a cup that is there with nothing inside of it.

That's what I believe too but it makes me kind of sad sometimes. I worry something bad exists but it might be bc I was raised Christian.

 

[Sleeper System]

That's what I believe too but it makes me kind of sad sometimes. I worry something bad exists but it might be bc I was raised Christian.

The world is a convoluted place and there are many lost souls. I don't mind being one of them. Even if it means that one day I'll have to answer for my existence to a "higher power".

If life is full of so much regret then I don't see why it should be any different after death if such a thing exists. I think if it does ill regret living here then once im dead ill regret not appreciating living. HA.

 

[darksouls]

however you decide, I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering