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Notme
Lost, struggling with life.
- Aug 24, 2020
- 42
Last night my ex booked a hotel to have some time alone. I had massive nightmares of her been with some one else.
This is the third time now I've attempted partial hanging feel like my head was going to explode. I have kids and I know I should wait to ctb but it's become harder everyday to just function never mind been strong for my children which I love with all my being.
I'm so lost with everything and feel like I'm in a dark room with no light anymore.
What am I doing wrong with the partial hanging my does it feel like my head is going to explode.
I've reverted back to self harming again I havnt done this since I was in my early 20s. What am I doing to myself why have I gone to this again the pain feels nice again. The blood looks inviting to me. Why anni so fucked in the head.
Cry for help.
Sorry for spelling and grammar mistake I'm just a fat dyslexic who works all the time.
This is the third time now I've attempted partial hanging feel like my head was going to explode. I have kids and I know I should wait to ctb but it's become harder everyday to just function never mind been strong for my children which I love with all my being.
I'm so lost with everything and feel like I'm in a dark room with no light anymore.
What am I doing wrong with the partial hanging my does it feel like my head is going to explode.
I've reverted back to self harming again I havnt done this since I was in my early 20s. What am I doing to myself why have I gone to this again the pain feels nice again. The blood looks inviting to me. Why anni so fucked in the head.
Cry for help.
Sorry for spelling and grammar mistake I'm just a fat dyslexic who works all the time.
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