attempted a few days ago. (and other things)

[livingdeaddyke]

had a empty water bottle i filled with cleaning chemicals, a bottle of actual water, and some sharp scissors. i initially wanted to use a pocket knife i had but it was too sharp and i was too squeamish to cut my legs with it (pathetic i know). I also played some music to drown my discomfort further.

i drank the chemicals and immediately gagged as a relax or something, and i chugged the actual water so it could properly go down, then i used my scissors and cut myself multiple times on my thighs. when i was done i went to sleep. I failed, as usual. again.

It's been a while since I've cut my arms. i get weird tingles on my arm, and the urge grows to do it every single day.

I almost burned my skin a little. that felt good.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Oh wow, hope that there wasn't any permanent damage (since only a small amount of the chemicals were consumed damage may be less... Random chemicals can have random effects tho).

PS: I didn't change my name to @EmptyBottle just for this post... it has been @EmptyBottle since registration.