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AnonWorker

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Aug 20, 2022
3
Hello everyone; tonight I'll be attempting the SN Method, I made my own which can still be modified, I have made it so it can be a fast-method (since I don't have much of a time-margin).

00:00 - Initial chronogram
Stop eating and drinking

11:00 - All of this with the least possible water
Metoclopramide/Plasil - 3x10mg
Bisoprolol - 8mg
Ibuprofen - 2x400mg
Metamizole - 2x500mg
Omeprazol - 4x20mg
Ondansetron - 8mg
Propanolol - 40mg

12:00 - SN
SN NaNO2 - 20g (0.25g/kg)
H2O - 40g (~40ml -> 0.50g/kg)
Is that method acceptable?

Reasoning:
Suffering; life is suffering since forever in history, and in modern times it is still not different - we all carry our personal, sentimental issues, and those issues (which have a source/origin) do a variable degree of damages over the whole life. With how wrong you can develop yourself into, because of a lack of knowledge in how to become a good person, along our paths we can produce a lot of damages not only in our own lives, but in the life of other people.

My personal sentimental issue is that I had to suffer through moving between cities, and schools, for an average of one school/city every two-freaking-years; when I started to build up social relationships (friends, girlfriends), was also near the time I would be forced to move to another city, and since I am from the 90's in the country of BR, maintaining communications between those address changes were impossible (I didn't even have a cellphone number, neither my temporary friends); so every time I had to move, it was traumatizing for my own ego/personality, I would lose everyone just to start over, and after some time, be forced again to move again; it greatly damaged my social-self development, nowadays I have a hard time to build relationships because of how I developed my personality.

Because I have a high Intelligence Quotient, I always knew what I lived and how I lived was not the proper way, but I was unable to reason how to adapt properly, because there were no one to talk to properly, no one to understand me and teach me how to handle the problems I was facing in my development - financial issues were always affecting my close family members, those members also had a lot of careless issues, a lot of things they did, or did not do when they should have done, made me feel alone and empty, made myself in a huge sentimental lack.

Nowadays, I am simply incapable of living without a partner/girlfriend to share my life - it became a huge issue, doesn't matter if I am a good person, if I treat people the right way, being a moral and ethical person; societies themselves are crumbling into their own madness and complexity, and that puts me in a huge disadvantage.
I am a very rational person, pretty much I always go towards the logic paths, while at the same time, I have a huge sentimental-self; I do care about my own body, I do treat myself well, I always eat and drink the proper amount of water, I groom myself, I do have a high hygiene levels; but all of this doesn't really matter that much, because most people nowadays are trying to find a perfect partner, or trying to grow their own financial ambitions, while love and affection/care are being put into a second-position.

Capitalism has created a culture of greed and individualism, the majority of the Societies can't properly handle the current issues, let alone the future issues that will come with the guaranteed Crimate Crisis - this level of rationing towards financials, and way less about the social aspects of what we humans are meant to be (a social species), has placed those who want a partner, fighting for being the most well financially, the most well university-educated and the most well placed in the jobs market.

We have those shi*** a lot of relationship apps, which all compete for a market share and manipulative advertisements, they don't even work properly since the algorithms are made so that there is a profit turn-over.

The number of issues we have nowadays, is too much to even describe, it would take a whole book-series of issues and we are not even talking about how to solve those issues. There is not a one-solution, we have the USA/Europe/NATO fighting to maintain their own Imperialistic/Colonialist influence/power, while China/Russia/India and Independent Countries are fighting back against such dollar-monopoly/monopolarity world. We have Operation Condor, etc, it is too much to handle if our own personal lives are not even fulfilled.

In conclusion, things are hard now, and will become harder in the future - the USA going into another intentional financial crisis (because of mismanagement and elite-greed/corporatocracy), Climate Crisis affecting the whole planet, and especially all those issues making individuals incapable of handling it, making societies insane, and those who do know what's happening can't do anything; those who know what's happening, can only properly partner with those who also know, and even this is becoming rarer, because knowledge and science are being manipulated, high-value investments are made to selected misinformation groups/media, and the common people don't know what's happening anymore (not that they ever knew, its just even worse) - almost everyone's unhappy with their own lives, many people are "drinking to death" or being unhappy of being single, being unhappy of being married, unhappy of having children in such bad financial years, things are crazy.
 
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Cowgirl2000

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Aug 21, 2022
27
Good luck on your journey
 
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CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
254
i wish you all the best going forward! i hope wherever you end up is everything that you want.
 
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Lets win together
Jun 15, 2021
362
Peace be to you
 
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Jan 9, 2021
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I also want to go tonigh. wish you luck buddy!
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,564
Existence really is so depressing and it does feel as though there is no real relief from misery in a life like this. I hope that you find freedom from suffering. Best wishes.
 
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AnonWorker

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Aug 20, 2022
3
I did test the SN with a high quality two-reagent mix aquarium tester, seems to be 99%+ purity given how strong the color was in a very dilluted water. Everything is going accordingly.. SN color is bright white with a bright weak-yellowish tone.
Water is bought bottled, to guarantee no reactions with tap water.

As I can't measure milliliters accurately, I'll be going for the grams, given water density is pretty close to 1g/ml.
 
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Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
I wish you well on your journey, peace to you.
 
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be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
as someone who lost the will to exist anymore, i wish you'd finally find the peace you deserve. let me know if you need company, i'm one private message away. whatever happens, i wish you the best of luck as well. hugs! 🫂
 
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AnonWorker

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Aug 20, 2022
3
Drinking the SN now, I'll close the account. Thanks everyone, be safe.
 
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May 7, 2022
47
Sleep well. I'm sure you'll be at peace soon.
 
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May 21, 2022
154
consciousness is a curse. I hope that you can find what you are looking for, and have eternal peace and freedom fellow sufferer. Good luck.
 
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Muerte negra

Acaso importa ?
Aug 22, 2022
20
Dejate caer, bendiciones y suerte en tu próximo viaje.
 
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182
You finished what i couldnt yesterday. I hope everything went as planned and you didnt suffer.
 
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I am sorry you had to endure this.
Hug.
 
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Wow this might be the most efficient poster I've seen here.
 
TheBroken

TheBroken

What Really Matters Anymore?
Feb 13, 2022
206
Hello everyone; tonight I'll be attempting the SN Method, I made my own which can still be modified, I have made it so it can be a fast-method (since I don't have much of a time-margin).

00:00 - Initial chronogram
Stop eating and drinking

11:00 - All of this with the least possible water
Metoclopramide/Plasil - 3x10mg
Bisoprolol - 8mg
Ibuprofen - 2x400mg
Metamizole - 2x500mg
Omeprazol - 4x20mg
Ondansetron - 8mg
Propanolol - 40mg

12:00 - SN
SN NaNO2 - 20g (0.25g/kg)
H2O - 40g (~40ml -> 0.50g/kg)
Is that method acceptable?

Reasoning:
Suffering; life is suffering since forever in history, and in modern times it is still not different - we all carry our personal, sentimental issues, and those issues (which have a source/origin) do a variable degree of damages over the whole life. With how wrong you can develop yourself into, because of a lack of knowledge in how to become a good person, along our paths we can produce a lot of damages not only in our own lives, but in the life of other people.

My personal sentimental issue is that I had to suffer through moving between cities, and schools, for an average of one school/city every two-freaking-years; when I started to build up social relationships (friends, girlfriends), was also near the time I would be forced to move to another city, and since I am from the 90's in the country of BR, maintaining communications between those address changes were impossible (I didn't even have a cellphone number, neither my temporary friends); so every time I had to move, it was traumatizing for my own ego/personality, I would lose everyone just to start over, and after some time, be forced again to move again; it greatly damaged my social-self development, nowadays I have a hard time to build relationships because of how I developed my personality.

Because I have a high Intelligence Quotient, I always knew what I lived and how I lived was not the proper way, but I was unable to reason how to adapt properly, because there were no one to talk to properly, no one to understand me and teach me how to handle the problems I was facing in my development - financial issues were always affecting my close family members, those members also had a lot of careless issues, a lot of things they did, or did not do when they should have done, made me feel alone and empty, made myself in a huge sentimental lack.

Nowadays, I am simply incapable of living without a partner/girlfriend to share my life - it became a huge issue, doesn't matter if I am a good person, if I treat people the right way, being a moral and ethical person; societies themselves are crumbling into their own madness and complexity, and that puts me in a huge disadvantage.
I am a very rational person, pretty much I always go towards the logic paths, while at the same time, I have a huge sentimental-self; I do care about my own body, I do treat myself well, I always eat and drink the proper amount of water, I groom myself, I do have a high hygiene levels; but all of this doesn't really matter that much, because most people nowadays are trying to find a perfect partner, or trying to grow their own financial ambitions, while love and affection/care are being put into a second-position.

Capitalism has created a culture of greed and individualism, the majority of the Societies can't properly handle the current issues, let alone the future issues that will come with the guaranteed Crimate Crisis - this level of rationing towards financials, and way less about the social aspects of what we humans are meant to be (a social species), has placed those who want a partner, fighting for being the most well financially, the most well university-educated and the most well placed in the jobs market.

We have those shi*** a lot of relationship apps, which all compete for a market share and manipulative advertisements, they don't even work properly since the algorithms are made so that there is a profit turn-over.

The number of issues we have nowadays, is too much to even describe, it would take a whole book-series of issues and we are not even talking about how to solve those issues. There is not a one-solution, we have the USA/Europe/NATO fighting to maintain their own Imperialistic/Colonialist influence/power, while China/Russia/India and Independent Countries are fighting back against such dollar-monopoly/monopolarity world. We have Operation Condor, etc, it is too much to handle if our own personal lives are not even fulfilled.

In conclusion, things are hard now, and will become harder in the future - the USA going into another intentional financial crisis (because of mismanagement and elite-greed/corporatocracy), Climate Crisis affecting the whole planet, and especially all those issues making individuals incapable of handling it, making societies insane, and those who do know what's happening can't do anything; those who know what's happening, can only properly partner with those who also know, and even this is becoming rarer, because knowledge and science are being manipulated, high-value investments are made to selected misinformation groups/media, and the common people don't know what's happening anymore (not that they ever knew, its just even worse) - almost everyone's unhappy with their own lives, many people are "drinking to death" or being unhappy of being single, being unhappy of being married, unhappy of having children in such bad financial years, things are crazy.
Completely accurate .........
 
StarlightDreamer

StarlightDreamer

Infinity Weaver
Aug 2, 2022
110
Good night, friend.
 
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