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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
I'm in so much suffering
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,227
That sounds so horrible. I'm sorry that you are stuck in a psych ward. I fear them. I hope that you can get out of there soon.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
I was too scared to get the SN ready and everything. I'm in so so so so much pain
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

Elementalist
Dec 31, 2019
833
Oh, no!

I know you're hurting. I've been there. Is this your first stay?

Try to think of this as a chance to get some sleep (unless of you're on 5 minute checks, of course) and try not to flip out so you can avoid being sedated involuntarily. You can't really make any decisions for yourself about what happens, so you may as well let your mind coast a bit.

It's not always horrible. On my last stay, I did get an insight that was helpful for me. It happened during a forced group session an addiction (I do not suffer with addiction issues) and it wasn't until the fifth day - but it really did help. So there's that. There is always the possibility that something there - even something small - might help.

Just put one foot in front of the other, do as you're told, and hopefully it will be over soon.

In the meantime, we're here and we're listening.

Take care :heart:
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
what's going on greenleaf
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I'm so sorry @justagreenleaf I hope they release you very soon.:heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
Suicidality + my psychiatrist intervened. I'm in so so so much pain from just, existing
i'm fucking crazy and still my psychiatrist never sent me to the psych ward, probably he doesn't give a damn about me anyway.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
i'm fucking crazy and still my psychiatrist never sent me to the psych ward, probably he doesn't give a damn about me anyway.
If you could see the food here I think you'd rather CTB right away…
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
If you could see the food here I think you'd rather CTB right away…
Oh yes it's quite disgusting isn't it?
I am so sorry you got roadblocked for a bit. Sadly that pain can't be taken away by psych ward staff or meds either. It's excruciating. I am just glad they allowed you to keep your electronics! ❤️
 
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BorntoLose

BorntoLose

Member
Apr 1, 2022
6
If you could see the food here I think you'd rather CTB right away…
Damn man, I'm sorry to hear that. My last stay the place had food that was surprisingly good lol. I hope they let you out of there soon
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
I do have to say, the Hospital (called St. Lukes), I was at for my psychology stay had good food. I liked their cheeseburgers.
 
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LoveYoux

LoveYoux

Haunted
Jun 6, 2022
129
Been in a mental hospital the past 6 weeks, I feel you x
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
The food is horrible, the meds aren't working, the loneliness and boredom is killing me. It was a mistake to be here instead of doing what I wanted to do all along
 
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LittleBlackCat

LittleBlackCat

Specialist
Feb 6, 2020
314
Do you know how long you'll be there?
 
Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,573
how's the zoo treating you, can't stand psych ward it's the people their shit there.
 
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justagreenleaf

justagreenleaf

Student
May 29, 2022
129
Dehumanized, treated like garbage, not allowed to CTB.
 

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