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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
Although i regret having lived all these years(It was better if had killed myself at 20 when i had the first depressive crisis,
or even better if I had never been born and existed) 27 seems like a good age to end life. At least I will have that in common with some of the greatest and most beloved rockstars of all time. I just don't want to turn 28, I should have died at 26 if my attempts had not failed ... but oh well ...
 
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nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
I feel you, I'll be 29 in July, and I should be dead by now so Yeah!

Hugs <3
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
27 is one of my favorite numbers. 3 is. Y favorite, and 27 is 3 to the power of 3.

I had a decent year at 27, too. That's really when my career started taking off. I was making good money. People wanted to be friends with me.

I hope you have a good 27, however much of it you experience.
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
I feel you, I'll be 29 in July, and I should be dead by now so Yeah!

Hugs <3
Before the age of thirty it's not bad ... we will stay young forever !!

-Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, and ever- :* <3
 
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nopointofliving

Warrior
Apr 19, 2021
513
Before the age of thirty it's not bad ... we will stay young forever !!

-Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, and ever- :* <3
Forever na na na Foreee everr nana :D
 
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deletednumber

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,603
27 is one of my favorite numbers. 3 is. Y favorite, and 27 is 3 to the power of 3.

I had a decent year at 27, too. That's really when my career started taking off. I was making good money. People wanted to be friends with me.

I hope you have a good 27, however much of it you experience.
Thank you, actually I think this is the year I hit the lowest point of my life, but if I manage to kill myself ... I will have at least reached one goal and put an end to a painful and wasted and meaningless life.
I wish you will have other years just as beautiful and even more like your 27 years :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,937
Honestly I've always liked the idea of dying young. Old age scares me. I think when you get in your 20s that's long enough for me. There is really only so much suffering one person can take.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yeah, I've been suicidal since I was 12 but I would've liked to ctb at my 27s.
Now, I'm 33 and I'm definitely getting the hell out of this planet before my 40s lol.
 
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