Help Asking for blessings/prayers

[Mixo]

After my last treatment round failed to eradicate the most pressing medical issue plaguing me, I slipped into a rather dark place over the last month, and all plans/motivations/goals were subsumed in the heavy, opaque cloud of alcohol, loneliness, and despair. I am having a hard time keeping any faith for the future... but if you're a user on here who doesn't depise me for whatever reason, I'm asking you humbly to send me blessings, prayers in whatever faith you practice. This week is important. I will do the same for you through my mantras tonight and ask that you all be freed from suffering, pain, and despair.

Om Namo Bhagavate
Bhaishyjyaguru
Vaidurya Prabha Rajaya
Tagataya Arhate
Samyaksham
Buddhaya Tayata

Om Behkajye Behkajye
Maha Behkajye
Behkajye Rajaya
Samudgate Svaha

 

[Sittichmutter]

Dear Micolydian.
I will pray for you to feel better. That you find Hope, strenght and Love.
Hugs

 

[whatevs]

I don't understand Sanskrit (?) but I read the prayer you added aloud, I hope it helps. Good luck.

 

[Mixo]

I don't understand Sanskrit (?) but I read the prayer you added aloud, I hope it helps. Good luck.

Thank you. It's a Tibetanized form of the Medicine Buddha mantra.

 

[Mr_House]

I'll pray to thee, @Mixolydian as of tonight

I wish you luck in re-lighting the lost candle-light in your life

 

[a_dead_mess]

I've prayed to you. I used to be religious but I'm also losing faith so I hope you don't mind my prayers. I wish you peace and happiness

 

[Mixo]

I've prayed to you. I used to be religious but I'm also losing faith so I hope you don't mind my prayers. I wish you peace and happiness

I think you meant that you prayed for me and not to me, right? Lol, I must admit I had to re-read that first sentence. I don't mind any form of prayer or spiritual practice - on the contrary, it means a lot to me that you extended your good will for a total stranger. Thank you so much, and I will include you in my mantras tonight.

 

[a_dead_mess]

I think you meant that you prayed for me and not to me, right? Lol, I must admit I had to re-read that first sentence. I don't mind any form of prayer or spiritual practice - on the contrary, it means a lot to me that you extended your good will for a total stranger. Thank you so much, and I will include you in my mantras tonight.

it was a grammatical mistake, my bad

 

[eternalflame]

OK, you have got it.

 

[chloramine]

I can do that for sure. I hope things turn around for you.

 

[Pluto]

Thinking of you.

 

[Mixo]

Thinking of you.

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Thank you, kitty.

 

[Ligeia]

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[Huntfish34]

Thoughts and prayers to you,. Hope things can turn around for the better.

 

[rationaltake]

May you be free from suffering.

 

[Nolan96]

Thinking of you and channeling good will.

 

[lofticries]

Nothing but prayers and best of wishes coming your way.

 

[jodes2]

Sending blessings *hugs*

 

[Cathy Ames]

I am very sorry to hear about your situation. Are things going any better @Mixolydian? I'm only just reading this now (about a week after you posted), but in case you need a continuation, I will do so.

 

[Mixo]

I am only giving a quick update here to say a genuine and sincere thank you to everyone who wished me well, prayed for me over the last two weeks. Something changed for me this last week, far beyond what I could have possibly expected, given how bad my luck generally is. And I don't believe it was solely to do with my will, planning, or actions, but through the overall hidden, deeper mechanism occurring in this world that we cannot always immediately measure, perceive, or even explain - energy. I am a skeptical person by nature, and beaten down repeatedly by so much hardship over the last few years of my life, but I believe sincerely that all the mantras, prayers, and your good will helped me gain more fortuitous movement towards recovery. Perhaps I will post a more detailed update on what has transpired on my profile one day, and I am hesitant to declare that I am out of the woods, but for now, I say again to you all - thank you so much. I send you all love, light, and immense gratitude. And I will continue to pray for you all.