Ashley was this all about revenge,
Just to get back at me for everything I did to you all in the past,
"You always fall for the bait",
This must be fate,
Of cruel twist of irony,
I am trying to sort it all out,
But as I have racing thoughts and act out the logos in my own apartment pacing,
As if I am reliving it all in my head, yeah we call that craziness, I know, but no it was not all a dream, it started with reality and then it became memories, we were all trying to get back at you for what you did to us and you brought it all on yourself, but I am started to think that this was all a nightmare of reality,
And that you may not truly love me,
You once said "Adam you are sick let me help you",
I hope that was true,
Because if this is what I am to you then I am sorry for everything I did in the past, present, and future,
And I forgive you all remember we all played a role in it those who are sinless always cast the stone regardless of self-deserving or equal footing of suffering,
Because if I remember correctly you said "you don't really date girls and I don't really date guys we are perfect for each other",
Because we must have been born together,
I need that certainty again,
So if I see you again,
Forgive me if I don't say any of the right words I might say the wrong words.
Just to get back at me for everything I did to you all in the past,
"You always fall for the bait",
This must be fate,
Of cruel twist of irony,
I am trying to sort it all out,
But as I have racing thoughts and act out the logos in my own apartment pacing,
As if I am reliving it all in my head, yeah we call that craziness, I know, but no it was not all a dream, it started with reality and then it became memories, we were all trying to get back at you for what you did to us and you brought it all on yourself, but I am started to think that this was all a nightmare of reality,
And that you may not truly love me,
You once said "Adam you are sick let me help you",
I hope that was true,
Because if this is what I am to you then I am sorry for everything I did in the past, present, and future,
And I forgive you all remember we all played a role in it those who are sinless always cast the stone regardless of self-deserving or equal footing of suffering,
Because if I remember correctly you said "you don't really date girls and I don't really date guys we are perfect for each other",
Because we must have been born together,
I need that certainty again,
So if I see you again,
Forgive me if I don't say any of the right words I might say the wrong words.
