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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
Ashley I fell for your bait trick,
I don't know if you even care about me,
Yes I remember no it was not a fucking dream,
I know what you plan on doing you'll
Just make me suffer like you did last time,
"Adam calm the fuck down we had no idea how bad this would affect you"
I don't trust you what are you even human?
Or is this nothing more than a sick game you like to play just because of what I did to you so long ago,
Fuck you two faced bitch,
I thought you actually cared about me,
I actually loved you and I thought we had,
Something special but now I don't know,
I don't know what the future will bring peace,
Or war of the suffering of being human,
I hope that I can look past beyond this,
Because I know deep down inside both of us we actually love each other but you just abuse the system as much as I am a slave to it.
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,337
You've got to let this Ashley girl go, dude.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
533
You've got to let this Ashley girl go, dude.
Easier said than done we've known each other since we were kids and she lives in the same state I saw some of her lackeys today I know she has eyes and ears everywhere I stand in the light as she is my shadow and as she stands in the light I am her shadow.
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
Easier said than done we've known each other since we were kids and she lives in the same state I saw some of her lackeys today I know she has eyes and ears everywhere I stand in the light as she is my shadow and as she stands in the light I am her shadow.

well said
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
This is the most serious cases of "oneitis" I have ever seen.

Remember: girls are like buses, there is always another one coming around.

Please don't do anything drastic over this Ashley person!
 
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I'm glad I found this today to know I'm not the only one with such feelings, though mine are not nearly as justified I feel. Sorry you're in such pain.
 
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Logic

Student
Dec 20, 2018
172
Ashley I fell for your bait trick,
I don't know if you even care about me,
Yes I remember no it was not a fucking dream,
I know what you plan on doing you'll
Just make me suffer like you did last time,
"Adam calm the fuck down we had no idea how bad this would affect you"
I don't trust you what are you even human?
Or is this nothing more than a sick game you like to play just because of what I did to you so long ago,
Fuck you two faced bitch,
I thought you actually cared about me,
I actually loved you and I thought we had,
Something special but now I don't know,
I don't know what the future will bring peace,
Or war of the suffering of being human,
I hope that I can look past beyond this,
Because I know deep down inside both of us we actually love each other but you just abuse the system as much as I am a slave to it.

I say you focus your energy on banging other woman.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
I say you focus your energy on banging other woman.

Dude, I just told him to get a Tinder account, stat!

Next poem should be about the great sex he is having with a Meghan or something!
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,337
Dude, I just told him to get a Tinder account, stat!

Next poem should be about the great sex he is having with a Meghan or something!

LOL, that's my name (same spelling too) and I *just* got done posting about how I can't have sex because of a medical condition.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
LOL, that's my name (same spelling too) and I *just* got done posting about how I can't have sex because of a medical condition.

It's a match!

Great name btw!

Am sorry about your medical condition, that must be awful :(.
 
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Logic

Student
Dec 20, 2018
172
Dude, I just told him to get a Tinder account, stat!

Next poem should be about the great sex he is having with a Meghan or something!

Exactly. Even in Romeo and Juliet, the unstable emotional Romeo begins the play in love with Rosaliene, feels like OP. Oh, I can't get over this girl, is super depressed about it. As soon as he finds a new girl he is over her!
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
Exactly. Even in Romeo and Juliet, the unstable emotional Romeo begins the play in love with Rosaliene, feels like OP. Oh, I can't get over this girl, is super depressed about it. As soon as he finds a new girl he is over her!

Well you know the saying...

"The best way to get over a man is to get under a new one"...
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,337
It's a match!

Great name btw!

Am sorry about your medical condition, that must be awful :(.

Yeah, it's a big reason for me wanting to CTB.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
It's okay @CuriousAboutThis.
I don't know your situation, but
There was a time where it took me YEARS to get over this guy. He hurt me really bad :( like really bad.
I thought we were dating but he told me we were just messing around.
We went places together , held hands, got intimate etc.
He said he wanted to meet my parents, etc.
But then, he denied saying anything like that and I felt horrible and stupid.
I've never had a boyfriend and that was my first "relationship".
I kept going over it and over it trying to figure it out :( years and years over a month "relationship"

Anyway, just give yourself time. Stuff like that happens to the best of us unfortunately :( Be gentle with yourself.

You have to let her go- Doing so, you'll set yourself free
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
Everyone exists to hurt everyone else. What else is new? They only care as in care about causing others as much pain as possible. It's just how the simulation was set up.
 
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