As I get closer to my ctb date...

[GreyMagic]

the more unstable my moods get the more I need my prescription medications just to function enough to stop people getting suspicious.

But also know that the handbook has advised to reduce medication use to essential for a Nembutal death.

As for dying I am excited almost impatient ready for death in a messed up kind of way.

So in your opinion which urge/advice is more important to follow? As my head is a mess right now and can't think straight.

 

[WornOutLife]

I would try to have a stable mood so I'd just take my meds and then try to leave them little by little so that my brains get used to working properly without them and then I'll see what to do.

At least that's what I'm doing.

For instance, I used to take 200mg and now just 100mg.