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CosmicError

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Feb 4, 2026
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As iam inching closer and closer to death i have this weird peaceful feeling the day is coming soon i feel it and i will find peace we all will those of us who truly desire it WILL find it it will all be okay folks hang in there (pun intended ) .
 
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Tired_birth_1967

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Nov 1, 2023
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I have no doubt that pain and suffering only exist while there is life. Obviously, pleasures also exist, but they in no way compensate for an existence without purpose. Life is without purpose; an indifferent mechanism. Obviously, I respect those who don't see this mechanical, programmed thing that arose by chance, generating countless species in an idiotic cycle of birth and death.
 
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CosmicError

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Feb 4, 2026
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I have no doubt that pain and suffering only exist while there is life. Obviously, pleasures also exist, but they in no way compensate for an existence without purpose. Life is without purpose; an indifferent mechanism. Obviously, I respect those who don't see this mechanical, programmed thing that arose by chance, generating countless species in an idiotic cycle of birth and death.
Ignorance is bliss
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Peace from this torturous existence is all I hope for, I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
thefarter

thefarter

i don’t smoke
Dec 10, 2025
109
aw yeah i felt that.
unfortunately i have a bunch of douchebag bullies on my case so :3
in some ways it's getting worse BUT
knowing i am going to DIE soon
is nice and comforting
 

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