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StillWaiting
Need cats to comfort me
- Jul 28, 2018
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These days I just feel that I can't do anything right on my own. I see myself keep finding people to depend on. I know I shouldn't be doing it but I can't help it
Same here, I'm way too dependent on the people around me. It sucks but I always find myself asking for help from others because I can't do things alone rip
It sucks when I don't have anything to offer to others and everyone starts to leave when they know you are just asking help from them
that actually makes me really happy that those two families are helping you like thatI live with a married couple who have taken care of me for years due to my seizures. There is another family that pays me under the table to watch their mother who suffers from dementia. I wouldn't have that if it weren't for the kindness of the other family (I used to work for them in their restaurant until the anxiety/seizures became too much
I'm the same...I'm very dependent on a group of people in my life. None of them are family, but they treat me like their daughter/family. I live with a married couple who have taken care of me for years due to my seizures. There is another family that pays me under the table to watch their mother who suffers from dementia. That way I am able to contribute a little money to the couple I live with. I wouldn't have that if it weren't for the kindness of the other family (I used to work for them in their restaurant until the anxiety/seizures became too much).
I feel guilt for wanting to ctb so badly as it would cause them so much pain. That's what keeps me here. I feel too guilty passing on my pain to them. :-/
Partially the reason why i need to ctb.Yes that's an awful feeling... also when they help but you know that they don't really want to they just feel like they must and you're a burden to them and that makes you feel even worse
It makes me feel the need to ctb because
Partially the reason why i need to ctb.
I cant see myself being someone who is independent...
that actually makes me really happy that those two families are helping you like that
It is nice to see there are people who genuinely nice to others
i hate that i want to kill myself even tho they have sacrificed everything for me.. i hate myselfwithout my mom and dad i cant survive in this cruel world.
I was dependant on one person until they cut me off last summer. Had trust issues before we met and it took over a year before I fully trusted them. Then with no warning told me they wanted out. Got the usual excuses for wanting out. Got plenty of friends and family, but it counts for little. Sounds selfish I know. Still strung out about it. Doubt I'll trust anyone wholly again
they still belive i ll be okay and i will take care about them.i hate that i want to kill myself even tho they have sacrificed everything for me.. i hate myself