Are you tired ? Also hows your life been ?

[FoxSauce]

Good morning or afternoon or good night

Just asking how some of you are doing

Anythings goes so...have fun


Im hella tired

Lots of things to do bit my body want to snooze

 

[Electra]

Yes. So tired don't wanna write or explain anything. Thanks for asking. Have a nice morning/day/evening/night.

 

[FoxSauce]

Yes. So tired don't wanna write or explain anything. Thanks for asking. Have a nice morning/day/evening/night.

No problem i get you dude

 

[pone]

Good morning or afternoon or good night

Just asking how some of you are doing

Anythings goes so...have fun


Im hella tired

Lots of things to do bit my body want to snooze

first of all thx for asking!

im doing alright, like, more exhausted then tired, mostly because of work, but also because of financial problems, still no irl friends or relations but im pretty happy on what i accomplished in these last 6 months and im liking spending time with myself more, things could be alot better, like a better job or doing hs, but yeah thats life, sometimes it just doesnt goes your way, still trying to achieve those things tho, sometimes i have mental relapses but no breakdowns anymore, and at least once a day i have bad thoughts come back to haunt me lol, but i can deal with it!

thats it, hope you have a good sleep when u can!

 

[FoxSauce]

first of all thx for asking!

im doing alright, like, more exhausted then tired, mostly because of work, but also because of financial problems, still no irl friends or relations but im pretty happy on what i accomplished in these last 6 months and im liking spending time with myself more, things could be alot better, like a better job or doing hs, but yeah thats life, sometimes it just doesnt goes your way, still trying to achieve those things tho, sometimes i have mental relapses but no breakdowns anymore, and at least once a day i have bad thoughts come back to haunt me lol, but i can deal with it!

thats it, hope you have a good sleep when u can!

You too dude, I hope you find peace really

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel, futile existence and it's tiredness that only permanent non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me peace from, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally this existence is all forgotten about and no longer my problem, only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I wish was never imposed, to me existence really will always feel like a mistake and it's one that just causes so much suffering. For me existing will always be torturous no matter what, I see existence as the most cruel, torturous burden and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option of a death like never waking ever again as I'd always prefer to not exist than prolong the suffering of existing just to be tortured by old age, existence to me really is an abomination, I'll always find it so undesirable to exist.

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

I grow my exhausted with each passing day I gain more need to escape,, I don't know how long I can do it, just to weak to watch and endure,, it's 5:53am now let's see what it's like by noon

 

[itbelikethat]

Not all that well tbh, I can't wear my smile anymore. I feel broken, and can't seem to see the good in myself or those around me. I'm actually really angry, at everything. I miss the old despair tbh, it was a lot easier to hide.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

Yes.

Not doing too good tbh.

 

[shadows_and_silence]

I've been nonstop working for weeks now.. for someone that doesn't like the feeling of being alive, i sure don't get enough of it, do i?

 

[FoxSauce]

I've been nonstop working for weeks now.. for someone that doesn't like the feeling of being alive, i sure don't get enough of it, do i?

......

Good point

Yes.

Not doing too good tbh.

Do you need to someone to talk to?

 

[Pluto]

 

[Sylveon]

Yup, pretty tired of having to live the same days over and over again. I've been pretty badly dissociated for a while now; that's why I went off the grid; that, and the never-ending work that comes with college... I thought indulging in stuff I used to do before would make me feel grounded (part of the reason why I've been active again), but that doesn't seem to be the case.

Sorry for the long rant, lol. I hope you feel better in the meantime too.

 

[FoxSauce]

Yup, pretty tired of having to live the same days over and over again. I've been pretty badly dissociated for a while now; that's why I went off the grid; that, and the never-ending work that comes with college... I thought indulging in stuff I used to do before would make me feel grounded (part of the reason why I've been active again), but that doesn't seem to be the case.

Sorry for the long rant, lol. I hope you feel better in the meantime too.

You too seems you have a lot on your plate

 

[quietism]

Tired, lonely, alienated. Recently I spent a few hours in a room of over a hundred people, virtually all of which had irl friends in the room for over 15 years, celebrating long friendships with people I'd never heard of. I went there to make irl friends because I don't have any. That kind of relative deprivation is soul crushing; it's not that I don't have friends but that I have to watch that dynamic and the only thing that comes to my mind is how invisible I am to them. It doesn't matter how many listless nights crying alone I endure, because I don't exist to these people, who were completely willing to cold shoulder me because they haven't heard of me. It's like putting my heart on a grindstone when I try to start a conversation and the person responds by physically turning their back to me, multiple times with different people in a single outing. Then these very same people turn around and blame me that it's my fault I can't make friends.. grindstone.

 

[FoxSauce]

Dam

Tired, lonely, alienated. Recently I spent a few hours in a room of over a hundred people, virtually all of which had irl friends in the room for over 15 years, celebrating long friendships with people I'd never heard of. I went there to make irl friends because I don't have any. That kind of relative deprivation is soul crushing; it's not that I don't have friends but that I have to watch that dynamic and the only thing that comes to my mind is how invisible I am to them. It doesn't matter how many listless nights crying alone I endure, because I don't exist to these people, who were completely willing to cold shoulder me because they haven't heard of me. It's like putting my heart on a grindstone when I try to start a conversation and the person responds by physically turning their back to me, multiple times with different people in a single outing. Then these very same people turn around and blame me that it's my fault I can't make friends.. grindstone.

Damn dude , I'm so sorry you feel that way, i understand freindships are hard but of those people dont care about you why stay? I get being lonely sucks too that's hurts alot more. I hopw you find people that are way more empathetic

I wish you the best really.

 

[quietism]

those people dont care about you why stay?

When that's my only experience at social events period? Apathy or hate? No matter how many I go to, yes, why would I ever stay.

 

[FoxSauce]

When that's my only experience at social events period? Apathy or hate? No matter how many I go to, yes, why would I ever stay.

Im sorry if that came out wrong

 

[Unhumanly.]

I'm as ok as I need appear to be

 

[r.vival]

always. sleep doesnt help lately. not in the mood to talk about my day.

 

[human909]

I am very tired, life been horrible to me for the last weeks i just can't wait to get it over with

 

[FoxSauce]

Today Feb 19

Is been absolute ass

Sick with a cold plus all i wanna do is cry beacuse I dunno why, its been a rollercoaster or emotions.

Even thought bout Sh myself but didn't

Anyways tc everyone

 

[APeacefulPlace]

Sick with a cold plus all i wanna do is cry beacuse I dunno why, its been a rollercoaster or emotions.

Damn. That stinks, hope you feel a bit better soon

 

[FoxSauce]

Damn. That stinks, hope you feel a bit better soon

Thank you so much

I hope so too ,nothing but a bit of yt can't resolve lol

 

[birthdaylastwish]

Im tired. I feel like a failure, i feel that i've wasted every opportunity that i had.

Im currently surviving a 2 year relationship break up, finishing my film school graduation that i had to abandon when i was 22, getting a accurate diagnosis of my brain and trying to get new friends and back with old friends.

I miss who my used to be girlfriend alot, but she became someone i dont want to be close anymore.

I will keep trying to move on. Fix everything, take responsability for my life.

If it does not work, well, we go back to the main topic.

 

[sadalways]

Today i slept 15 hours. Got drunk last night. Head feels weird. Not tired in the slightest physically, but mentally i'm dead don't even feel like watching youtube today, which is what i do every day to not be bored

 

[manicstreetbeeper]

i feel tired emotionally, and i think i look tired physically. i don't usually get a lot of sleep but i do try.