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Are you on medication?


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kawaiiphantom

kawaiiphantom

I gently open the door
Feb 1, 2024
301
Oooooo interesting poll :0
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
i tried lexapro, lithium, zoloft, trazodone, & prozac. nada :p
 
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missmyworld

missmyworld

Member
Feb 18, 2024
23
No, I'm concerned about the side effects and the stigma of having a prescription in the first place. I haven't heard many success stories so I likely won't be trying that to cope with my feelings.
 
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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
No I'm going through life raw and life is beating me. I'd rather be able to overcome life without medication or lose my life trying. I know it's terrible logic but eh I'm a suicidal person so I don't care.
 
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DarkThoughts

DarkThoughts

eepy guy, hoping to CTB with someone else.
Feb 6, 2024
119
Currently taking fluoxetine (SSRI) and pregabalin (for nerve pain).
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
6,755
No I'm going through life raw and life is beating me. I'd rather be able to overcome life without medication or lose my life trying. I know it's terrible logic but eh I'm a suicidal person so I don't care.
i dont think its terrible logic. if you cant be happy on your own whats the point? youre just faking it. if others are ok with faking it thats up to them, but you dont have to and i know id rather not
 
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heliophobic

heliophobic

Memento Mori
Jan 29, 2024
73
Yep. I have been for the last 32 years. I might start TMS therapy soon since it's more than apparent that I have treatment resistant depression. I'll never do ECT. I've gone off meds twice, in my teens, and I can honestly say that even though I'm melancholic, I'm better on meds than off of them.
 
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cold_severance

Student
Dec 11, 2023
139
no, its all useless placebo induced shit.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,163
No. My problems can't be cured with meds.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
2,114
No. I've nearly been put on meds by some shitty psychiatrist but I stopped seeing her after my mom called her and told her that she wasn't too keen on putting me on meds and she responded by threatening to put me in a mental hospital if she didn't allow her to drug me up.

It's good that my mom didn't want me taking meds when I was younger because it turns out that I'm not even mentally ill so I didn't really need them anyway.
 
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dinosavr

dinosavr

and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
653
Currently powered by California Rocket Fuel 🫡
 
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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
164
Lithium, quetiapine, trazodone, lormetazepam, L-Thyronxine (for my thyroid; problem could be caused by lithium).

I took a very low dose of lithium (0,5mmol/L) between 1998 and 2006. All the other crap got added later.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
2,433
Lithium, quetiapine, trazodone, lormetazepam, L-Thyronxine (for my thyroid; problem could be caused by lithium).

I took a very low dose of lithium (0,5mmol/L) between 1998 and 2006. All the other crap got added later.
Does the lithium help?
 
Raven2

Raven2

Specialist
Dec 1, 2022
325
Yeah a mood stabilizer/antipsychotic I mainly just take them to help me sleep now. Came of anti depressants years ago didnt like the side effects although I did find them helpful at one point
 
kermudgeon

kermudgeon

Exit Through the Gift Shop
Feb 8, 2024
82
So the idea of being medicated as fake is valid, but also our brains are just chemicals and meat, so you could argue its already fake, you know? You're just adding different chemicals to alter your brains perception of reality... allowing more dopamine and serotonin to get in. Idk I'm okay with faking it.

But I absolutely see it as totally valid not to want to be medicated for whatever reason.
 
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dinosavr

dinosavr

and if i’m turning blue please don’t save me 🌛
Dec 14, 2023
653
Me too! Or not powered in my case! How are you finding it?
I'm actually not really powered either lol. I guess I probably wouldn't have to be here anymore if it was working. But I haven't started long ago so I'll give it a chance. The name of the mix sure is making it easier to believe in success.
I hope something works for you too, as soon as possible <3
 
onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
262
No, come to think of it I actually have never taken a pill in my entire life. Never really needed to.
 
ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
709
I'm on Sertraline and Risperidone. In my life I've taken others as well like Mirtrazapine and Zolpidem
 
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BorderlineChellery

BorderlineChellery

I was never meant for this life...
Feb 19, 2024
66
I'm on quetiapine, amitriptyline, Bisoprolol, diazepam and tramadol. I've tried pretty much every antidepressant and no luck with any of them. My mental health team are currently trying to find a bed for me. Hoping to ctb before they do
 
Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
164
Does the lithium help?
I would hope so; I've been taking it for over 25 years. My blood levels are now between 0,70 and 0,80 mmol/L. But I never had those violent moodswings. Avoiding stress and keeping a steady biorhythm does wonders too.

The other stuff is mostly to help me get to sleep. Sometimes a problem when I have racing thoughts. I tried meditation with the help of a Moonbird, but I just don't have the patience.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,709
No. I don't think there's a type of medication out there that can make existence itself be better for me
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,070
Technically I am supposed to be on a cocktail of medication. However I stopped taking all my medication around 1st of September 2023. Not dead yet.
 
Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
164
Technically I am supposed to be on a cocktail of medication. However I stopped taking all my medication around 1st of September 2023. Not dead yet.
The quetiapine I take is supposed to block receptors in my brain from neurotransmitters like dopamine and serotine (?). However, research has shown the brain will only create more receptors, neurotransmitters, so if I would quit cold turkey chances are very high it will cause psychosis.
 
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AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Global Moderator
Aug 20, 2022
243
Currently on venlafaxine, depakote and aripiprazole. Tried lexapro, mirtazapine and olanzapine before.
 
Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
164
Some of it's poison also.
Lithium is in fact sort of a poison. Therapeutic (blood) levels are supposed to be between 0,60 and 1,20 mmol/L. Under 0,60, it loses its effect and above 1,20 it will act as a poison (diarrhea, stomach ache, ...).

You also need to have your blood checked regularly. Not only for the therapeutic level, but as well for the thyroid and kidneys. My dad took lithium for years and died of acute kidney failure at 72. Research on other meds (antidepressants, antipsychotics, ...) have shown that those patients have a shorter lifespan.
 
Yuki_03

Yuki_03

I really can't take it
Aug 9, 2023
488
im taking antidepressants and hypnotics to sleep (they cronchy)
 

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