Are You Holding Back On Buying Things Because You Want To CTB

[socrates]

Back in June I was planning on CTBing, so I through away some stuff that I didn't want my family to know I owned. Sometimes I'm tempted to buy them again, but I don't want to get them just to throw them away if I want to CTB. I'm also holding off on buying other more expensive things so I can afford all the things I need for my method.

 

[James34]

Not for me, but then again my feelings of ctb ebb and flow randomly depending on the day and what happens during it. Heck, sometimes I feel like doing it randomly. I don't really hold back on buying things. I just hold back on buying things since I might just clutter up my room.

 

[brokeandbroken]

Opposite what little money I have I can't take with me. Not sure where the money will go when I die but I'm sure it will be to some piece of shit who doesn't deserve it...

 

[Glandular]

No, I'm buying what I always wanted. I don't care about saving anymore, I won't be here to use it anyways

 

[DT2007]

I bought Castor seeds and a Helium Ballon Party set. I got bbq charcoal at home and I am still alive. But I think I wil go for the bbq Co method. Castor seems to painful and Helium I don't know. With the charcoal and a tent I could make it seem like an accidental death

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

My chosen method is completely free because I'm jumping.
Yet , if I was in your position and definitely wanted to ctb in the near-future then I'd focus on buying stuff for ctb first.

 

[CandycanePuke]

I'm buying a bit more than usual. I just bought some stuff that will make me more comfortable and that I'll enjoy in these last few months. I'm also not going to be as conservative on nicotine as I've been. But I want to save money for my last Christmas since giving gifts makes me happy

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

i can't get a pet since i think i'll go soon.

 

[socrates]

i can't get a pet since i think i'll go soon.

Yeah, you wouldn't want to abandon them

 

[natthebrat]

On the flip side, I end up saving hardly any of my disposable income (which are very small in the first place) bc I don't want to live long enough to need savings.

 

[waRmblanket]

i've noticed when it comes to certain things i either don't ask or don't buy. i saw some shoes i had wanted but knew i wouldn't be around long enough to even wear them in lol. overall i've stopped asking for a lot, i know i'd feel guilty to get those things and not be around for anything. i dunno, i'm overthinking everything atm

 

[nozomu]

Yeah I have been putting off buying things because it feels like I'll just have to get rid of them and it feels like a waste