Venting Are you going to ctb alone or with someone?

[eleanorhere]

I always thought I would do it with someone but I've always been alone anyway and felt alone so why not do it myself? What would you do?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm going to ctb alone. I want to ctb as far away from other people as I possibly can. I would feel more at peace with it all if nobody was around. I do not understand why someone would choose to ctb with another person.

 

[eleanorhere]

I'm going to ctb alone. I want to ctb as far away from other people as I possibly can. I would feel more at peace with it all if nobody was around. I do not understand why someone would choose to ctb with another person.

Yeah I understand that completely, same here I want to do it alone now, I used to want to do it with someone else to talk to someone who understands how it feels too before ending eachothers pain at the same time I didn't think it would be nice to die alone. But now I feel more happier about the idea of ctbing by myself. all people have ever done is hurt me anyway and the only person I've ever had there for me and to understand me really is only me. And I feel most at peace when I am alone away from others. It won't make much of a difference if I just do it alone anyway. So it makes sense for me to just do it by myself away from people. I get that wanting to do it alone. The idea of doing it peacefully alone does sound really peaceful.
sorry things are bad for you too though, best wishes to you.

 

[MeltedJello]

Alone for sure. I can't really trust anyone except myself.

 

[Jblack]

Alone and in peace. I have thought of exiting with someone and even talked with a few others but it gets too complicated. Dying alone and peacefully is something I look forward to doing.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'd rather do it alone, much less likely for things to go wrong or for one of us to regret it because of the warmth of companionship or whatever.

 

[bed]

alone. too many things could go wrong even with just yourself, let alone with another person with you.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I want to ctb alone cause I dislike humans and I don't want to be seen in such messy, vulnerable state.

 

[xLosthopex]

Ideally I think I would like someone to be with me(due to how scary and lonely the feeling is for me before attempting ctb) and I had intended on partnering on two separate occasions with fellow members of this site, one of which has already ctb(RIP) but I am too fearful of the serious legal consequences that can arise if one person is to fail… which is so fucked obviously, I wish I could just access medically assisted euthanasia and be able to openly discuss this stuff and be surrounded by my family when I decide to go…

 

[arie]

I'm gonna ctb with a friend. Thought about doing it myself but I prefer going with someone else

 

[Diesel_Punk]

I will do it alone. I would hate to be, even implicitly pressuring anyone else to go through with it. It is supposed to be an extremely private decision and act and involving someone else just wouldn't sit right with me.

 

[NoSurprises]

Alone and far from everyone that I loved or loved me

 

[PeacefulTonic]

I wish it weren't so complicated doing it with a close friend or loved one. No one would be able to just let me die. So unfortunately, I have to do it alone

 

[ClownMe]

Alone

 

[Crazy4u]

Alone. I also don't want anyone to find me after death or recognize me