Couldn't figure out how to get this on TV between the pay chat line ads and new TV drama bumpers so this will have to do. I realize it's probably futile but I am at that point where I have nothing much to lose. This will sound like a strange request and idea to many. It would have sounded strange to me before my life was ruined and I completely lost faith in people and society. In a nutshell I am looking for a partner in Europe to try and live, sharing burdens and life the best we can. Not the traditional idea of "dating" or silly romantic fantasy. More like "partners in crime" to try our best to get through it, and be there for each other however possible if one or both cannot survive it. Freedom to be ourselves and vulnerable without pretense.
Why Europe? Because that's the only place I have ever felt right and gotten decent medical care. I know the grass always appears greener and I have no unrealistic fantasies. We bring ourselves wherever we go. I just want one more chance in a setting/situation better for me before I pull the plug. I am beyond even caring WHERE in Europe for the most part at this point as long as its a city with transport and services. Can't handle a cabin in a forest. I have enjoyed all the places I visited and lived for various reasons. Most importantly is just the overall situation and person. Someone who is also just trying to get by, who could use some emotional support, someone to share with and to be shared with. Someone who is kind and reasonable, who doesn't need intensity or drama to get past a day. Calm is good.
If you are interested I will share more details in private in secure channels. I am a middle aged man, so while I would appreciate the thought, might not be a good plan if you are quite young. I am not a creepy sex stalker. I am not a cheater or scammer. I have limited income for basic needs, physically not entirely crippled but hurt a lot and am not going to be out for Rugby or long walks at sunsets. Just hoping four hands are better than two...certainly less lonely from the emotional support/shared burdens stand point...don't let that run you off if you are missing an arm ;) I hope my history has proven my character...but I know it's all just words online. I am just at my limit and hoping for a last chance to try...have to be out of this place soon. Can't be in this quagmire physically or mentally in 2020...just cannot. One way or another I am out of "here" by the end of the year. I'd be over the moon if it didn't have to mean life ending.
Thanks, Merci, Danke, Gracias, Dziekuje etc
Why Europe? Because that's the only place I have ever felt right and gotten decent medical care. I know the grass always appears greener and I have no unrealistic fantasies. We bring ourselves wherever we go. I just want one more chance in a setting/situation better for me before I pull the plug. I am beyond even caring WHERE in Europe for the most part at this point as long as its a city with transport and services. Can't handle a cabin in a forest. I have enjoyed all the places I visited and lived for various reasons. Most importantly is just the overall situation and person. Someone who is also just trying to get by, who could use some emotional support, someone to share with and to be shared with. Someone who is kind and reasonable, who doesn't need intensity or drama to get past a day. Calm is good.
If you are interested I will share more details in private in secure channels. I am a middle aged man, so while I would appreciate the thought, might not be a good plan if you are quite young. I am not a creepy sex stalker. I am not a cheater or scammer. I have limited income for basic needs, physically not entirely crippled but hurt a lot and am not going to be out for Rugby or long walks at sunsets. Just hoping four hands are better than two...certainly less lonely from the emotional support/shared burdens stand point...don't let that run you off if you are missing an arm ;) I hope my history has proven my character...but I know it's all just words online. I am just at my limit and hoping for a last chance to try...have to be out of this place soon. Can't be in this quagmire physically or mentally in 2020...just cannot. One way or another I am out of "here" by the end of the year. I'd be over the moon if it didn't have to mean life ending.
Thanks, Merci, Danke, Gracias, Dziekuje etc
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