Morte
Specialist
- Nov 23, 2023
- 355
I notice how bitter I am. I lose my temper very easily, small misfortunes piss me off, simple tasks like taking out the trash is a huge inconvenience to me. I hate talking to most people, someone coming up out of nowhere to start a conversation is enough to anger me, especially if they ask me for a favor. Older people usually ask me to teach them how to use electronics and i hate that, because I consider it something so simple and they ask me to teach them when they could learn it themselves if they only tried. I also don't see the point in teaching them if they're just going to forget anyway. So I often say that I don't know or that I'll figure it out soon just to avoid them. I don't respect my mom, I always lose patience with her easily and raise my voice. I regret it right away, but it's useless because I have no self control and such beahavio will repeat over and over again. it seems like she only needs me when I'm mad, but maybe I'm always mad.
I just prefer to remain unbothered, any external disturbance infuriates me. Sometimes I think I'm like this because I don't have happy moments, so I'm always overwhelmed. Are you like that too?
I just prefer to remain unbothered, any external disturbance infuriates me. Sometimes I think I'm like this because I don't have happy moments, so I'm always overwhelmed. Are you like that too?